“The very evening before my expected departure, as I was walking with my friend, whose name was Tiberge, we saw the Arras diligence arrive, and sauntered after it to the inn, at which these coaches stop.  We had no other motive than curiosity.  Some worn men alighted, and immediately retired into the inn.  One remained behind:  she was very young, and stood by herself in the court, while a man of advanced age, who appeared to have charge of her, was busy in getting her luggage from the vehicle.  She struck me as being so extremely beautiful, that I, who had never before thought of the difference between the sexes, or looked on woman with the slightest attention—­I, whose conduct had been hitherto the theme of universal admiration, felt myself, on the instant, deprived of my reason and self-control.  I had been always excessively timid, and easily disconcerted; but now, instead of meeting with any impediment from this weakness, I advanced without the slightest reserve towards her, who had thus become, in a moment, the mistress of my heart.

“Although younger than myself, she received my civilities without embarrassment.  I asked the cause of her journey to Amiens, and whether she had any acquaintances in the town.  She ingenuously told me that she had been sent there by her parents, to commence her novitiate for taking the veil.  Love had so quickened my perception, even in the short moment it had been enthroned, that I saw in this announcement a death-blow to my hopes.  I spoke to her in a way that made her at once understand what was passing in my mind; for she had more experience than myself.  It was against her consent that she was consigned to a convent, doubtless to repress that inclination for pleasure which had already become too manifest, and which caused, in the sequel, all her misfortunes and mine.  I combated the cruel intention of her parents with all the arguments that my new-born passion and schoolboy eloquence could suggest.  She affected neither austerity nor reserve.  She told me, after a moment’s silence, that she foresaw too clearly, what her unhappy fate must be; but that it was, apparently, the will of Heaven, since there were no means left her to avert it.  The sweetness of her look, the air of sorrow with which she pronounced these words, or rather perhaps the controlling destiny which led me on to ruin, allowed me not an instant to weigh my answer.  I assured her that if she would place reliance on my honour, and on the tender interest with which she had already inspired me, I would sacrifice my life to deliver her from the tyranny of her parents, and to render her happy.  I have since been a thousand times astonished in reflecting upon it, to think how I could have expressed myself with so much boldness and facility; but love could never have become a divinity, if he had not often worked miracles.