“I am persuaded that no honest man could disapprove of this intention in my present situation; that is to say, fatally enslaved as I was by a passion which I could not subdue, and visited by compunction and remorse which I ought not to stifle.  But will any man charge me with injustice or impiety if I complain of the rigour of Heaven in defeating a design that I could only have formed with the view of conciliating its favour and complying with its decrees?  Alas I do I say defeated? nay punished as a new crime.  I was patiently permitted to go blindly along the high road of vice; and the cruellest chastisements were reserved for the period when I was returning to the paths of virtue.  I now fear that I shall have hardly fortitude enough left to recount the most disastrous circumstances that ever occurred to any man.

“I waited upon the governor, as I had settled with Manon, to procure his consent to the ceremony of our marriage.  I should have avoided speaking to him or to any other person upon the subject, if I had imagined that his chaplain, who was the only minister in the town, would have performed the office for me without his knowledge; but not daring to hope that he would do so privately, I determined to act ingenuously in the matter.

“The governor had a nephew named Synnelet, of whom he was particularly fond.  He was about thirty; brave, but of a headstrong and violent disposition.  He was not married.  Manon’s beauty had struck him on the first day of our arrival; and the numberless opportunities he had of seeing her during the last nine or ten months, had so inflamed his passion, that he was absolutely pining for her in secret.  However, as he was convinced in common with his uncle and the whole colony that I was married, he put such a restraint upon his feelings, that they remained generally unnoticed; and he lost no opportunity of showing the most disinterested friendship for me.

“He happened to be with his uncle when I arrived at the government house.  I had no reason for keeping my intention a secret from him, so that I explained myself without hesitation in his presence.  The governor heard me with his usual kindness.  I related to him a part of my history, to which he listened with evident interest; and when I requested his presence at the intended ceremony, he was so generous as to say, that he must be permitted to defray the expenses of the succeeding entertainment.  I retired perfectly satisfied.

“In an hour after, the chaplain paid me a visit.  I thought he was come to prepare me by religious instruction for the sacred ceremony; but, after a cold salutation, he announced to me in two words, that the governor desired I would relinquish all thoughts of such a thing, for that he had other views for Manon.

“`Other views for Manon!’ said I, as I felt my heart sink within me; `what views then can they be, chaplain?’

“He replied, that I must be, of course, aware that the governor was absolute master here; that Manon, having been transported from France to the colony, was entirely at his disposal; that, hitherto he had not exercised his right, believing that she was a married woman; but that now, having learned from my own lips that it was not so, he had resolved to assign her to M. Synnelet, who was passionately in love with her.