adzes-I was learned to saw, and to plain boards, and
then to mortice and frame, and make mouldings, and
window-sashes, and door-frames. When I could
do all these, master used to say I was bound to make
a great workman, and, laughingly, would say I was the
most valuable property he ever owned. About this
time I began to find out how it was that the other
white folks owned themselves and master owned me;
but then, if I said anything about it, master might
tie me up and lash me as he used to do; and so I remained
quiet, but kept up a thinking. By and by I got
perfect at the carpenter’s trade, and I learned
engineering; and when I had got engineering perfect,
I took a fancy for making stucco work and images.
And people said I learned wondrously fast, and was
the best workman far or near. Seeing these things,
people used to be coming to me, and talking to me
about my value, and then end by wanting me to make
them specimens of stucco. I seemed liked by everybody
who came to see me, and good people had a kind word
for me; but Mr. Grabguy was very strict, and wouldn’t
allow me to do anything without his permission.
People said my work was perfect, and master said I
was a perfect piece of property; and it used to pain
deep into my heart when master spoke so. Well!
I got to be a man, and when the foreman got drunk
master used to put me in his place. And after
a while I got to be foreman altogether: but I
was a slave, they said, and men wouldn’t follow
my directions when master was away; they all acknowledged
that I was a good workman, but said a nigger never
should be allowed to direct and order white people.
That made my very blood boil, as I grew older, because
I was whiter than many of them. However, submit
was the word; and I bore up and trusted to heaven
for deliverance, hoping the day would come soon when
its will would be carried out. With my knowledge
of mechanics increased a love of learning, which almost
amounted to a passion. They said it was against
the law for a nigger to read; but I was raised so far
above black niggers that I didn’t mind what the
law said: so I got ‘Pilgrim’s Progress,’
and the Bible, and ‘Young’s Night Thoughts,’
and from them I learned great truths: they gave
me new hopes, refreshed my weary soul, and made me
like a new-clothed being ready to soar above the injustice
of this life. Oh, how I read them at night, and
re-read them in the morning, and every time found
something new in them, something that suited my case!
Through the sentiments imbibed from them I saw freedom
hanging out its light of love, fascinating me, and
inciting me to make a death struggle to gain it.
“One day, as I was thinking of my hard fate, and how I did all the work and master got all the money for it-and how I had to live and how he lived, master came in-looking good-natured. He approached me, shook hands with me, said I was worth my weight in gold; and then asked me how I would like to be free. I told him I would jump for joy, would sing praises, and be glad all the day long.