exposure would bring upon her; the knave who held
him in his grasp, while dragging the last remnants
of their property away to appease dishonest demands,
haunted him to despair. And, yet, to sink under
them-to leave all behind him and be an outcast, homeless
and friendless upon the world, where he could only
look back upon the familiar scenes of his boyhood with
regret, would be to carry a greater amount of anguish
to his destiny. The destroyer was upon him; his
grasp was firm and painful. He might live a life
of rectitude; but his principles and affections would
be unfixed. It would be like an infectious robe
encircling him,—a disease which he never
could eradicate, so that he might feel he was not
an empty vessel among honourable men. When men
depicted their villains, moving in the grateful spheres
of life, he would be one of their models; and though
the thoughtlessness of youth had made him the type
haunting himself by day and night, the world never
made a distinction. Right and wrong were things
that to him only murmured in distrust; they would
be blemishes exaggerated from simple error; but the
judgment of society would never overlook them.
He must now choose between a resolution to bear the
consequences at home, or turn his back upon all that
had been near and dear to him,—be a wanderer
struggling with the eventful trials of life in a distant
land! Turning pale, as if frantic with the thought
of what was before him, the struggle to choose between
the two extremes, and the only seeming alternative,
he grasped the candle that flickered before him, gave
a glance round the room, as if taking a last look
at each familiar object that met his eyes, and retired.
CHAPTER V.
The Marooning party.
A Marooning pic-nic had been proposed and arranged
by the young beaux and belles of the neighbouring
plantations. The day proposed for the festive
event was that following the disclosure of Lorenzo’s
difficulties. Every negro on the plantation was
agog long before daylight: the morning ushered
forth bright and balmy, with bustle and confusion
reigning throughout the plantation,—the
rendezvous being Marston’s mansion, from which
the gay party would be conveyed in a barge, overspread
with an awning, to a romantic spot, overshaded with
luxuriant pines, some ten miles up the stream.
Here gay ftes, mirth and joy, the mingling of happy
spirits, were to make the time pass pleasantly.
The night passed without producing any decision in
Lorenzo’s mind; and when he made his appearance
on the veranda an unusual thoughtfulness pervaded
his countenance; all his attempts to be joyous failed
to conceal his trouble. Marston, too, was moody
and reserved even to coldness; that frank, happy, and
careless expression of a genial nature, which had so
long marked him in social gatherings, was departed.
When Maxwell, the young Englishman, with quiet demeanour,
attempted to draw him into conversation about the
prospects of the day, his answers were measured, cold,
beyond his power of comprehending, yet inciting.