The Lights and Shadows of Real Life eBook

Timothy Shay Arthur
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 650 pages of information about The Lights and Shadows of Real Life.

The Lights and Shadows of Real Life eBook

Timothy Shay Arthur
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 650 pages of information about The Lights and Shadows of Real Life.

The engrossing love of a mother for her first-born, relieved, during this year, in a great degree, the aching void of Constance Wilmer’s breast.  The face of her sweet babe often reflected a smile of deep, heart-felt happiness, lighting up, ere it faded away into the sober cast of thought, a feeble ray upon the face of her husband.  The steady lapse of days, and weeks, and months, brought a steady development of the mind and body of their little one.  He was the miniature image of his father, with eyes, in which Wilmer could see all the deep love which lay in the dark depths of those that had won his first affections.  Happy would they have been but (who would not be happy were it not for that little word?) for one yearning desire in the heart of Constance for the lost love of her mother—­but for the trembling fear of want that stared Theodore daily in the face.  His salary as clerk was small, and to live in New York cost them no trifle.  At last, owing to the failure of the house by which he was employed, the dreaded event came.  He was out of a situation, and found it impossible to obtain one. the failure had been a very bad one, and there was a strong suspicion of unfair dealing.  The prejudice against the house, extended even to the clerks, and several of them, finding it very difficult to get other places that suited them, left New York for other cities.  One of them, a friend to Wilmer, came to Baltimore, and got into a large house; a vacancy soon occurring, he recommended Wilmer, who was sent for.  He came at once, for neither to him nor his wife was there anything attractive in New York.  His salary was to be five hundred dollars.

In removing to Baltimore, he took with him the greater part of the furniture that he had at first purchased, some of which was of a superior quality.  There he rented a small house, and endeavoured by the closest economy to make his meagre salary sufficient to meet every want.  But this seemed impossible.

Gradually, every year he found himself getting behind-hand, from fifty to sixty dollars.  The birth of a second child added to his expenses; and, the failing health of his wife, increased then still more.  Finally, he got in arrears with the agent of Mr. Moneylove, his landlord.  At this time, an apparently rapid decline had become developed in the system of his wife, and on the night on which he had appealed to this person’s feelings of humanity, as mentioned in the opening of the story, he found her, on his return, extremely ill.  A high fever had set in, and she was suffering. much from difficult respiration.  The physician must, of course, be called in, even though but the day before he had put off his collector for the tenth time.  Sad, from many causes, he turned again from the door of his dwelling, and sought the physician.

He rang the bell, and waited with a throbbing heart, for the appearance of the man he earnestly desired, and yet dreaded to; see.  When he heard his step upon the stairs, his cheek began to burn, and he even trembled as a criminal might be supposed to tremble in the presence of his judge.  For a moment he thought only of his unpaid bill, in the next of his suffering wife.  The physician entered.  Theodore hesitated, and spoke in a low, timid voice, as he requested a call that night upon his wife.

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