Just then the bell announced that dinner was on the table. Mr. Smith arose and led the way to the dinner-room with a firm step. Before we were married he wouldn’t have dreamed of thus preceding me! I was fretted at this little act. It indicated too plainly what was in the man.
Dinner passed in silence. I forced myself to eat, that I might appear unconcerned. On rising from the table, Mr. Smith left the house without saying a word.
You may suppose I didn’t feel very comfortable during the afternoon. I had taken my stand, and my intention was to maintain it to the last. That Mr. Smith would yield I had no doubt at first. But, as evening approached, and the trial-time drew near, I had some misgivings.
Mr. Smith came home early.
“Mary,” said he, in his usual pleasant way, “I have ordered a carriage to be here at half-past seven. We mustn’t leave home later, as the curtain rises at eight.”
“What curtain rises? Where do you think of going?”
“To see Fanny Ellsler, of course. I mentioned to you at dinner-time that I had tickets.”
This was said very calmly.
“And I told you at dinner-time that I was going to the Philharmonic, and not to see this dancer.” I tried to appear as composed as he was, but failed in the attempt altogether.
“You were aware that I had tickets for the theatre before you said that,” was the cold answer he made.
“Of course I was.”
“Very well, Mary. You can do as you like. The carriage will be here at half-past seven. If you are then ready to go to the theatre, I shall be happy to have your company.” And my husband, after saying this with a most unruffled manner, politely bowed and retired to the parlour.
I was on fire. But I had no thought of yielding.
At half-past seven I was ready. I heard the carriage drive up to the door and the bell ring.
“Mary,” called my husband at the bottom of the stair-case, in a cheerful tone, “are you ready?”
“Ready to go where?” I asked on descending.
“To the theatre.”
“I am ready for the concert, “I answered in as composed a voice as I could assume.
“I am not going to the concert to-night, Mrs. Smith. I thought you understood that,” firmly replied my husband. “I am going to see Fanny Ellsler. If you will go with me, I shall be very happy to have your company. If not, I must go alone.”
“And I am going to the Philharmonic. I thought you understood that,” I replied, with equal resolution.
“Oh! very well,” said he, not seeming to be at all disturbed. “Then you can use the carriage at the door. I will walk to the theatre.”
Saying this, Mr. Smith turned from me deliberately and walked away. I heard him tell the driver of the carriage to take me to the Musical Fund Hall; then I heard the street-door close, and then I heard my husband’s footsteps on the pavement as he left the house. Without hesitating a moment for reflection, I followed to the door, entered the carriage, and ordered the man to drive me—where? I had no ticket for the concert; nor could I go alone!