“Even if I should value love, based upon my powers of pleasing, instead of the intrinsic worth of my character, I could not gain it, Ann.  I came home, after my long absence, as merry and light-hearted, as full of hope, of love towards you all, as ever a happy schoolgirl did.  Then I was seventeen; it seems as if long years had elapsed since the day I sprang into your arms so joyfully—­since father and mother kissed me.  Home, sweet home, how musical those words were to me! how often I had dreamed of nestling at father’s side, your hand locked in mine, and mother’s smile upon us both.  It was not long before I was awakened from the dream I had cherished so long.  I thought my heart would break when the reality that I was unloved, came upon me.  Then I learned how deep were the fountains of tenderness within me.  My heart overflowed with an intense desire for affection, when I saw that I did not possess it.  Oh! how often I looked upon mother’s face, unobserved, and felt that my love for her was but a wasted shower.  At that time of bitterness, how sad was the revelation that came up from the very depths of my soul, teaching me a truth fraught with suffering—­that affection is life itself!  I felt that it was my destiny never to be cheered by its blessed light and warmth.  Months passed away, and I closed up my heart; a coldness, a stoic apathy came over me, which was sometimes broken by a slight thing; the flood-gates of feeling gave way, and I wept with a passionate sorrow—­over my own sinfulness—­over my own lonely heart, without one joy to shed a glow on its rude desolation.  Oh! then, when I was softened, when I could pray, and feel that the Lord listened to me, I would have been a different being, if mother’s hand had been laid fondly upon my head, if her eyes had filled with tears, and I could have leaned upon her bosom and wept.  But I was unloved, and my heart grew hard again.”

“Don’t say that you are unloved,” interrupted Ann, pressing Christine to her heart, and sobbing with an abandonment of feeling.  “Forgive me, dear, dear sister! my heart shall be your home—­we will love each other always; I will never again be as I have been.  Don’t weep so, Christine, can’t you believe me?  I am selfish, I am heartless sometimes, but a change has come over me to-night; to you I can never be heartless again!”

At that moment, few would have recognised the haughty Miss Lambert in the tearful girl, whose head drooped on Christine’s shoulder, while her white hand was clasped and held in meek affection to her lips.  If we could read the private history of many an apparently cold, heartless being, we would be more charitable in our opinions of others.  We would see that there are times when the better feelings, which God has given as a pure inheritance, are touched.  We would see the inner life from Him, flowing down from its home in the hidden recesses of the soul, breaking and scattering the clouds of evil, which had impeded its descent—­we would see the