With better and more quiet emotions, Mary Clinton retired to rest. “I can love others, if I am not beloved,” she murmured, and the dove of peace fluttered its white wing over her. Her resigned prayer was, “Lord, into thy hands I commit my spirit.” Tears of earnest humility had washed away all bitterness from the wrung heart of that lovely being. How beautiful was the angel smile that played over her face, in her pure dreams!
A few weeks after, Alice entered her aunt’s apartment one drizzling, damp, foggy, uncomfortable day. “Such miserable weather!” she exclaimed, throwing herself idly into an arm-chair; “I believe I have got the blues for once in my life. I don’t know what to do with myself; it makes me perfectly melancholy to look out of the window, and nothing in the house wears a cheerful aspect. Mother has a headache; when I proposed reading to her, she very politely asked me if I would not let her remain alone. She says I always want to sing, read, or talk incessantly if she wishes to be quiet. I can’t ding on the piano, for it is heard from attic to basement. I don’t want to read alone, for I have such a desire to be sociable—now, Aunt Mary, you have a catalogue of my troubles, can’t you relieve me, for I am really miserable, if I don’t look so!” Alice broke into a laugh, although it did not bubble right up from her merry heart as usual.
“If your attention was fully engaged, you would not mind the weather so much,” remarked Aunt Mary, with a quiet smile. “You are not in a mood to enjoy a book just now, so what will you do, my dear?”