and deeply joyful than his own young spirit had even
been. Both relapsed into the eloquent silence
of absorbing thought. It was evident from the
softened and meditative cast of Alfred’s features,
that his bitterness had given way to the true tenderness
of feeling it so often quelled; he revolved in his
mind all that had been advanced by his grandfather,
and he dwelt upon every point with candour and serious
reflection. A strong impression was made upon
him, but he was entirely silent in regard to it,—he
waited to try his strength, before he spoke of the
better resolutions that were formed, not without effort,
in his mind. He felt a conviction that a change
from selfishness to angelic charity might be accomplished,
if he were but willing to co-operate with his Maker,—the
conception of universal love slowly dawned upon his
soul, now turned heavenward for light,—his
duties as a responsible being came before him, and
a sigh of reproach was given to the past. Then
golden visions of delight thronged up to his gaze,
and it was with a severe pang he thought of losing
his, hold upon the dear domains of idle fancy,—he
had so revelled for hours and hours, in intoxicating
dreams, which shut out the world and stern duty.
He felt his weakness, but he resolutely turned from
dwelling upon it. The evening air was refreshing
after the warm sunset, but old Mr. Monmouth would
not trust himself to bear it. Alfred went into
the house with him, and made a brief call, then left,
and wended his way a short distance to his own home,
which was a very elegant mansion, surrounded by every
mark of luxury and taste. He immediately sought
his chamber, and took up a neglected Bible which his
mother had given him when a child,—he turned
over its leaves, and his eyes fell upon the one hundred
and nineteenth psalm, “Thy word is a lamp unto
my feet, and a light upon my path. I have sworn,
and I will perform it, that I will keep thy righteous
judgments.” He read on, and the exceeding
beauty and touching power of the Holy Word had never
so deeply affected him,—he wept, and all
that was harsh in his nature melted,—he
prayed, and the angels of God approached, filling
his uplifted soul with heavenly strength. Sweet
was the thrill of thanksgiving, that arose from that
hitherto restless spirit—quiet and blest
the peace that hushed him to deep, invigorating slumber.
Persons of an enthusiastic temperament are apt to
fall into extremes; such was the case with Alfred Monmouth.
He so feared that he would fall back into his former
states of feeling, that he guarded himself like an
anchorite. For three months he abstained from
going into company, and even reasonable enjoyment he
deprived himself of. He threw aside all books
but scientific and religious ones; even poetry he
shut his ears against, lest it might beguile him again
to his dreamy, but selfish musings. No doubt this
severe discipline was very useful to him at the time,
in strengthening him against the besetting faults