“A broad assertion like that you have just made needs proof, Louisa. I, for one, do not believe that it is true. If an individual, under a false impression, be let alone to ‘pout it out,’ the mere pouting, as you call it, does not bring a conviction that the cause of unpleasant feeling is altogether imaginary. The ebullition will subside in time, and the subject of it may seem to forget the cause; but to do so, is next to impossible where the false impression is not removed. Now let me tell you how I did in reference to the friend I have just mentioned.”
“Well. How did you do?”
“After the acute pain of mind which was caused by her note had subsided, I began to examine, as far as I could recollect them, all my words and actions towards her on the previous evening. In one or two things, I thought I could perceive that which to one of her sensitive disposition might appear in a wrong light. I remembered, too, that in her domestic relations there were some circumstances of a painful character, and I knew that these weighed heavily upon her mind, often depressing her spirits very much. One of these circumstances, though perfectly beyond her control, was extremely humiliating to a high-minded and somewhat proud-spirited woman. All these things I turned over in my mind, and instead of suffering myself to feel incensed against her for the unkind note she had written to me, I endeavoured to find excuses for her, and to palliate her fault all that I could. What troubled me most, was the almost insurmountable barrier that she had thrown between us. ’Do not attempt to answer this; do not attempt to see me;’ were strong positions; and my pride rose up, and forbade me to break through them. But pride could not stand before the awakening of better feelings. ‘I must see her. I will see her!’ I said.
“This resolution taken, I determined that I would not call upon her until towards evening, thus giving her time for reflection. The hour at length came in which I had made up my mind to perform a most painful duty, and I dressed myself for the trying visit. When I pulled the bell, on pausing at her door, I was externally calm, but internally agitated.
“‘Tell Mrs.——that a friend wishes to speak to her,’ said I to the servant who showed me into the parlour. I did not feel at liberty to ask her not to mention my name; but I emphasized the word ‘friend,’ in hopes that she would understand my meaning. But she either did not or would not, for in a few minutes she returned and said, in a confused and hesitating voice,
“‘Mrs.—says that she does not wish to see you.’”
“And you left the house on the instant?” Louisa said, in an indignant tone.
“No, I did not,” was Mrs. Appleton’s calm reply.
“Not after such an insult! Pardon me—but I should call it a breach of politeness for any one to remain in the house of another under such circumstances.”