is persecuted for his goodness, when he is only disliked
for his superiority. He becomes content to warn
people, and if they reject his advice and get into
difficulties, he is not wholly ill-pleased. Whereas
the diffident person, who tremblingly assumes the
responsibility for some one else’s life, is beset
by miserable regrets if his penitent escapes him,
and attributes it to his own mismanagement. The
truth is that moral indignation is a luxury that very
few people can afford to indulge in. And if it
is true that a rich man can with difficulty enter
the kingdom of heaven, it is also true that the dramatic
man finds it still more difficult. He is impervious
to criticism, because he bears it with meekness.
He has so good a conscience that he cannot believe
himself in the wrong. If he makes an egregious
blunder, he says to himself with infinite solemnity
that it is right that his self-satisfaction should
be tenderly purged away, and glories in his own humility.
A far wholesomer frame of mind is that of the philosopher
who said, when complimented on the mellowness that
advancing years had brought him, that he still reserved
to himself the right of damning things in general.
Because the truth is that the things which really
discipline us are the painful, dreary, intolerable
things of life, the results of one’s own meanness,
stupidity, and weakness, or the black catastrophes
which sometimes overwhelm us, and not the things which
we piously and cheerfully accept as ministering to
our consciousness of worth and virtue.
If I say that the dramatic failing is apt to be more
common among the clergy than among ordinary mortals,
it is because the clerical vocation is one that tempts
men who have this temperament strongly developed to
enter it, and afterwards provides a good deal of sustenance
to the particular form of vanity that lies behind the
temptation. The dramatic sense loves public appearances
and trappings, processions and ceremonies. The
instinctive dramatist, who is also a clergyman, tends
to think of himself as moving to his place in the
sanctuary in a solemn progress, with a worn spiritual
aspect, robed as a son of Aaron. He likes to picture
himself as standing in the pulpit pale with emotion,
his eye gathering fire as he bears witness to the
truth or testifies against sin. He likes to believe
that his words and intonations have a thrilling quality,
a fire or a delicacy, as the case may be, which scorch
or penetrate the sin-burdened heart. It may be
thought that this criticism is unduly severe; I do
not for a moment say that the attitude is universal,
but it is commoner, I am sure, than one would like
to believe; and neither do I say that it is inconsistent
with deep earnestness and vital seriousness.
I would go further, and maintain that such a dramatic
consciousness is a valuable quality for men who have
to sustain at all a spectacular part. It very
often lends impressiveness to a man, and convinces
those who hear and see him of his sincerity; while