At Large eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 303 pages of information about At Large.

At Large eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 303 pages of information about At Large.

Once in my life have I conceived what might have been, if I had had the skill to paint it, an immortal picture.  It was thus.  I was attending a Christmas morning service in a big parish church.  I was in a pew facing east; close to me, in a transept, in a pew facing sideways, there sat a little old woman, who had hurried in just before the service began.  She was a widow, living, I afterwards learnt, in an almshouse hard by.  She was old and feeble, very poor, and her life had been a series of calamities, relieved upon a background of the hardest and humblest drudgery.  She had lost her husband years ago by a painful and terrible illness.  She had lost her children one by one; she was alone in the world, save for a few distant and indifferent relatives.  To get into the almshouse had been for her a stroke of incredible and inconceivable good fortune.  She had a single room, with a tiny kitchen off it.  She had very little to say for herself; she could hardly read.  No one took any particular interest in her; but she was a kindly, gallant, unselfish old soul, always ready to bear a hand, full of gratitude for the kindnesses she had received—­and God alone knows how few they had been.

She had a small, ugly, homely face, withered and gnarled hands; and she was dressed that day in a little old bonnet of unheard-of age, and in dingy, frowsy black clothes, shiny and creased, that came out of their box perhaps half-a-dozen times a year.

But this morning she was in a festal mood.  She had tidied up her little room; she was going to have a bit of meat for dinner, given her by a neighbour.  She had been sent a Christmas card that morning, and had pored over it with delight.  She liked the stir and company of the church, and the cheerful air of the holly-berries.  She held her book up before her, though I do not suppose she was even at the right page.  She kept up a little faint cracked singing in her thin old voice; but when they came to the hymn “Hark, the herald angels sing,” which she had always known from childhood, she lifted up her head and sang more courageously: 

     “Join the triumph of the skies! 
      With the angelic host proclaim,
      Christ is born in Bethlehem!”

It was then that I had my vision.  I do not know why, but at the sight of the wrinkled face and the sound of the plaintive uplifted voice, singing such words, a sudden mist of tears came over my eyes.  Then I saw that close behind the old dame there stood a very young and beautiful man.  I could see the fresh curling hair thrown back from the clear brow.  He was clothed in a dim robe, of an opalescent hue and misty texture, and his hands were clasped together.  It seemed that he sang too; but his eyes were bent upon the old woman with a look, half of tender amusement, and half of unutterable lovingness.  The angelic host!  This was one of that bright company indeed, going about the Father’s business, bringing a joyful peace into the hearts of those among whom

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