Basil eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 436 pages of information about Basil.

Basil eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 436 pages of information about Basil.

Not a repose which owns no duty, and is good for no use; not a repose which Thought cannot ennoble, and Affection cannot sanctify.  To serve the cause of the poor and the ignorant, in the little sphere which now surrounds me; to smooth the way for pleasure and plenty, where pain and want have made it rugged too long; to live more and more worthy, with every day, of the sisterly love which, never tiring, never changing, watches over me in this last retreat, this dearest home—­these are the purposes, the only purposes left, which I may still cherish.  Let me but live to fulfil them, and life will have given to me all that I can ask!

I may now close my letter.  I have communicated to you all the materials I can supply for the conclusion of my autobiography, and have furnished you with the only directions I wish to give in reference to its publication.  Present it to the reader in any form, and at any time, that you think fit.  On its reception by the public I have no wish to speculate.  It is enough for me to know that, with all its faults, it has been written in sincerity and in truth.  I shall not feel false shame at its failure, or false pride at its success.

If there be any further information which you think it necessary to possess, and which I have forgotten to communicate, write to me on the subject—­or, far better, come here yourself, and ask of me with your own lips all that you desire to know.  Come, and judge of the life I am now leading, by seeing it as it really is.  Though it be only for a few days, pause long enough in your career of activity and usefulness, of fame and honour, to find leisure time for a visit to the cottage where we live.  This is as much Clara’s invitation as mine.  She will never forget (even if I could!) all that I have owed to your friendship—­will never weary (even if I should tire!) of showing you that we are capable of deserving it.  Come, then, and see her as well as me—­see her, once more, my sister of old times!  I remember what you said of Clara, when we last met, and last talked of her; and I believe you will be almost as happy to see her again in her old character as I am.

Till then, farewell!  Do not judge hastily of my motives for persisting in the life of retirement which I have led for so many years past.  Do not think that calamity has chilled my heart, or enervated my mind.  Past suffering may have changed, but it has not deteriorated me.  It has fortified my spirit with an abiding strength; it has told me plainly, much that was but dimly revealed to me before; it has shown me uses to which I may put my existence, that have their sanction from other voices than the voices of fame; it has taught me to feel that bravest ambition which is vigorous enough to overleap the little life here!  Is there no aspiration in the purposes for which I would now live?—­Bernard! whatever we can do of good, in this world, with our affections or our faculties, rises to the Eternal World above

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