During the week, Clara came twice to see me—­escaping from home by stealth, as before.  On each occasion, she showed the same affectionate anxiety to set me an example of cheerfulness, and to sustain me in hope.  I saw, with a sorrow and apprehension which I could not altogether conceal from her, that the weary look in her face had never changed, never diminished since I had first observed it.  Ralph had, from motives of delicacy, avoided increasing the hidden anxieties which were but too evidently preying upon her health, by keeping her in perfect ignorance of our visit to the hospital, and, indeed, of the particulars of all our proceedings since his return.  I took care to preserve the same secrecy, during her short interviews with me.  She bade me farewell after her third visit, with a sadness which she vainly endeavoured to hide.  I little thought, then, that the tones of her sweet, clear voice had fallen on my ear for the last time, before I wandered to the far West of England where I now write.

At the end of the week—­it was on a Saturday, I remember—­I left my lodgings early in the morning, to go into the country; with no intention of returning before evening.  I had felt a sense of oppression, on rising, which was almost unendurable.  The perspiration stood thick on my forehead, though the day was not unusually hot; the air of London grew harder and harder to breathe, with every minute; my heart felt tightened to bursting; my temples throbbed with fever-fury; my very life seemed to depend on escaping into pure air, into some place where there was shade from trees, and water that ran cool and refreshing to look on.  So I set forth, careless in what direction I went; and remained in the country all day.  Evening was changing into night as I got back to London.

I inquired of the servant at my lodging, when she let me in, whether any letter had arrived for me.  She answered, that one had come just after I had gone out in the morning, and that it was lying on my table.  My first glance at it, showed me Mr. Bernard’s name written in the corner of the envelope.  I eagerly opened the letter, and read these words: 

“Private.  “Friday.

“My DEAR SIR,

“On the enclosed slip of paper you will find the address of the young woman, of whom your brother spoke to me when we met at the hospital.  I regret to say, that the circumstances under which I have obtained information of her residence, are of the most melancholy nature.

“The plan which I arranged for discovering her abode, in accordance with your brother’s suggestion, proved useless.  The young woman never came to the hospital a second time.  Her address was given to me this morning, by Turner himself; who begged that I would visit her professionally, as he had no confidence in the medical man who was then in attendance on her.  Many circumstances combined to make my compliance with his request anything but easy or desirable; but knowing that you—­or your brother I