Perhaps the great attraction, the lure of the religious life, was the sense felt by those who led it of having a close grip upon that which was permanent.  The joys of the world—­even the natural, healthy, allowed joys—­were shut out, but there was the great compensation, companionship with that to which no “farewell” would ever have to be said, with that to which death only brought the human being nearer.

Rosamund stopped in her walk, and looked up at the great Cathedral which towered above the wall of the garden.  She had been pacing to and fro for a long time.  She did not feel tired, but she was beset by an unaccustomed sensation of weariness, mental and spiritual rather than physical.

After a minute she went into the house, found a rug and a book, came back into the garden, and sat down on a bench in a corner hidden from observation.  This bench was close to the wall which divided the garden from the “Dark Entry.”  It was separated from the lawn and the view of the house by a belt of shrubs.  Rosamund was fond of this nook and had very often sat in it, sometimes alone, sometimes with Robin.  She had told the maids never to look for her there; if any visitor came and she was not seen in that part of the garden which was commanded by the windows of the house, they were to conclude that she was “out.”  Here, then, she was quite safe, and could turn the last page of the chapter of Welsley in her book of life.

She wrapped herself up in the big and heavy rug.  The sun was gone, the mist had become slightly more dense, the air was colder.

Presently Dion and Robin would come back; there would be tea in the warm old-fashioned nursery, gay talk, the telling of wonderful deeds.

If only Robin did not fall off Jane!  But Dion would take care of that.  Dion certainly loved Robin very much.  The bond between father and son had evidently been strengthened by the intervention of the war, which had broken off their intercourse for a time, and given Robin a father changed by contact with hard realities.

For a few minutes in imagination Rosamund followed the two figures over the stubble, the thin strong walking figure, and the little darling figure on pony back.  Would Robin quite forget her in the midst of his proud and triumphant joy?  She wondered.  Even if he did, she would not really mind.  She wanted him to be very happy indeed without her—­just for a short time:  that he could not be happy without her for long she knew very well.

Oddly, her sensation of weariness persisted.  She recognized it now as wholly unphysical.  She was certainly feeling what people call “depressed.”  No doubt this unusual depression—­for she had been born with a singularly cheerful spirit—­was caused by the resolution she had taken to give up Welsley.  Perhaps Welsley meant more to her even than she had supposed.  But it was absurd—­wasn’t it?—­to be so dominated by places.  People, certain people, might mean everything in the