“I must go now,” said Beattie gently. “I’m going to Queen Anne’s Mansions to tell the dear mother all about my visit to Welsley.”
“When is she going there?”
“I don’t know. She’s very lazy about moving. She’s not been out of London since Dion sailed.”
“I think she’s the most delicate mother-in-law—I don’t mean physically—who has ever been born in the world.”
Beattie looked down, and in a moment went out of the room without saying anything more.
“Darling Beattie,” murmured Guy, looking after his wife. “How she bears her great disappointment.”
For Beattie’s sake far more than for his own he longed to have a child in his home, a child of hers and his. But that would never be. And so Beattie gave all the mother-love that was in her to Robin, but much of it secretly. Guy knew that, and believed he knew the secret of her reticence even with Robin. She loved Robin, as it were, from a distance; only his mother must love him cheek to cheek, lips to lips, heart to heart, and his father as men love the sons they think of as the bravery and strength of the future.
But even Guy did not know how much his wife loved Robin, how many buried hopes and dreams stirred in their graves when Robin threw himself impulsively into her arms and confidentially hung on her neck and informed her of the many important details of his life. No man knows all that a certain type of woman is able to feel about a child.
When Rosamund had arranged about the renewal of the lease, she tried to feel the joy which was evidently felt by all her Welsley friends—with one exception which, however, she either did not notice or did not seem to notice. They were frankly delighted and enthusiastic at the prospect of keeping her among them. She was very grateful for their affection, so eagerly shown, but somehow, although she had signed her name in a solicitor’s office, and her signature had been witnessed by a neat young man with a neat bald head, she did not feel quite at ease. She found herself looking at “my Welsley” with the anxiously loving eyes of one who gathers in dear details before it is too late for such garnering; she sat in the garden and listened to the beloved sounds from the Cathedral with strained attention, like one who sets memory at its mysterious task.
The Dean’s widow had yielded to the suggestion of inevitable dampness in old houses, but——!
On September 28, towards evening, when Rosamund was in the garden with Robin, Annie, the parlor-maid, came out holding a salver on which lay a telegram. Rosamund opened it and read:
“Coming home.—DION.”
“Any answer, ma’am?”
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“Is there any answer, ma’am? Shall I tell the boy to wait?”
“What did you say, Annie?”
“Shall I tell the boy to wait, ma’am?”
“No, thank you, Annie. There’s no answer.”
Annie turned and recrossed the garden, looking careful, as if she were thinking of her cap, round which the airs were blowing.