vice-presidents, actuaries, and general agents had
come and gone, but there had always seemed to be a
recognition of his efficiency, or at least sufficiency,
and there had never been any manner of trouble, no
question of accounts, no apparent dissatisfaction
with his management, until latterly, when there had
begun to come from headquarters some suggestions of
enterprise in certain ways, which gave him his first
suspicions of his clerk Watkins’s willingness
to succeed him; they embodied some of Watkins’s
ideas. The things proposed seemed to March undignified,
and even vulgar; he had never thought himself wanting
in energy, though probably he had left the business
to take its own course in the old lines more than
he realized. Things had always gone so smoothly
that he had sometimes fancied a peculiar regard for
him in the management, which he had the weakness to
attribute to an appreciation of what he occasionally
did in literature, though in saner moments he felt
how impossible this was. Beyond a reference from
Mr. Hubbell to some piece of March’s which had
happened to meet his eye, no one in the management
ever gave a sign of consciousness that their service
was adorned by an obscure literary man; and Mr. Hubbell
himself had the effect of regarding the excursions
of March’s pen as a sort of joke, and of winking
at them; as he might have winked if once in a way he
had found him a little the gayer for dining.
March wore through the day gloomily, but he had it
on his conscience not to show any resentment toward
Watkins, whom he suspected of wishing to supplant
him, and even of working to do so. Through this
self-denial he reached a better mind concerning his
wife. He determined not to make her suffer needlessly,
if the worst came to the worst; she would suffer enough,
at the best, and till the worst came he would spare
her, and not say anything about the letter he had
got.
But when they met, her first glance divined that something
had happened, and her first question frustrated his
generous intention. He had to tell her about
the letter. She would not allow that it had any
significance, but she wished him to make an end of
his anxieties and forestall whatever it might portend
by resigning his place at once. She said she was
quite ready to go to New York; she had been thinking
it all over, and now she really wanted to go.
He answered, soberly, that he had thought it over,
too; and he did not wish to leave Boston, where he
had lived so long, or try a new way of life if he
could help it. He insisted that he was quite
selfish in this; in their concessions their quarrel
vanished; they agreed that whatever happened would
be for the best; and the next day he went to his office
fortified for any event.