than to any other living being; yet it had come to
that. The grumpy old lord had now told him that
that gift of money was to be his whether Lily Dale
accepted him or no. “Indeed, the thing’s
done,” said the grumpy lord, pulling out from
his pocket certain papers, “and you’ve
got to receive the dividends as they become due.”
Then, when Johnny had expostulated,—as,
indeed, the circumstances had left him no alternative
but to expostulate,—the earl had roughly
bade him hold his tongue, telling him that he would
have to fetch Sir Raffle’s boots directly he
got back to London. So the conversation had quickly
turned itself away to Sir Raffle, whom they had both
ridiculed with much satisfaction. “If he
finds his way down here in September, Master Johnny,
or in any other month either, you may fit my head
with a foolscap. Not remember, indeed! Is
it not wonderful that any man should make himself
so mean a fool?” All this was thought over again,
as Eames leaned upon the bridge. He remembered
every word, and remembered many other words,—earlier
words, spoken years ago, filling him with desolation
as to the prospects of his life. It had seemed
that his friends had united in prophesying that the
outlook into the world for him was hopeless, and that
the earning of bread must be for ever beyond his power.
And now his lines had fallen to him in very pleasant
places, and he was among those whom the world had determined
to caress. And yet, what would it all be if Lily
would not share his happiness? When he had carved
that name on the rail, his love for Lily had been
an idea. It had now become a reality which might
probably be full of pain. If it were so,—if
such should be the result, of his wooing,—would
not those old dreamy days have been better than these—the
days of his success?
It was one o’clock by the time that he reached
his mother’s house, and he found her and his
sister in a troubled and embarrassed state. “Of
course you know, John,” said his mother, as soon
as their first embraces were over, “that we
are going to dine at the Manor this evening?”
But he did not know it, neither the earl nor Lady Julia
having said anything on the subject. “Of
course we are going,” said Mrs Eames, “and
it was so very kind. But I’ve never been
out to such a house for so many years, John, and I
do feel in such a twitter. I dined there once,
soon after we were married; but I never have been
there since that.”
“It’s not the earl I mind, but Lady Julia,”
said Mary Eames.
“She’s the most good-natured woman in
the world,” said Johnny.
“Oh, dear; people say she is so cross!”
“That’s because people don’t know
her. If I was asked who is the kindest-hearted
woman I know in the world, I think I should say Lady
Julia De Guest. I think I should.”
“Ah! but then they’re so fond of you,”
said the admiring mother. “You saved his
lordship’s life,—under Providence.”
“That’s all bosh, mother. You ask
Dr Crofts. He knows them as well as I do.”