Lily Dale after those few words which she said on the
first day of his visit, and seemed perfectly willing
to regard his doings at Allington as the occupation
natural to a young man in such a position. He
had been seduced down to a dull country house, and
had, as a matter of course, taken to such amusements
as the place afforded. He had shot the partridges
and made love to the young lady, taking those little
recreations as compensation for the tedium of the
squire’s society. Perhaps he had gone a
little too far with the young lady; but then no one
knew better than the countess how difficult it is
for a young man to go far enough without going too
far. It was not her business to make herself
a censor on a young man’s conduct. The
blame, no doubt, rested quite as much with Miss Dale
as with him. She was quite sorry that any young
lady should be disappointed; but if girls will be
imprudent, and set their caps at men above their mark,
they must encounter disappointment. With such
language did Lady de Courcy speak of the affair among
her daughters, and her daughters altogether agreed
with her that it was out of the question that Mr Crosbie
should marry Lily Dale. From Alexandrina he encountered
during the week none of that raillery which he had
expected. He had promised to explain to her before
he left the castle all the circumstances of his acquaintance
with Lily, and she at last showed herself determined
to demand the fulfilment of this promise; but, previous
to that, she said nothing to manifest either offence
or a lessened friendship. And I regret to say,
that in the intercourse which had taken place between
them, that friendship was by no means less tender
that it had been in London.
“And when will you tell me what you promised?”
she asked him one afternoon, speaking in a low voice,
as they were standing together at the window of the
billiard-room, in that idle half-hour which always
occurs before the necessity for dinner preparation
has come. She had been riding and was still in
her habit, and he had returned from shooting.
She knew that she looked more than ordinarily well
in her tall straight hat and riding gear, and was
wont to hang about the house, walking skilfully with
her upheld drapery, during this period of the day.
It was dusk, but not dark, and there was no artificial
light in the billiard-room. There had been some
pretence of knocking about the balls, but it had been
only pretence. “Even Diana,” she had
said, “could not have played billiards in a habit.”
Then she had put down her mace, and they had stood
talking together in the recess of a large bow-window.
“And what did I promise?” said Crosbie.
“You know well enough. Not that it is a
matter of any special interest to me; only, as you
undertook to promise, of course my curiosity has been
raised.”
“If it be of no special interest” said
Crosbie, “you will not object to absolve me
from my promise.”
“That is just like you,” she said.
“And how false you men always are. You
made up your mind to buy my silence on a distasteful
subject by pretending to offer me your future confidence;
and now you tell me that you do not mean to confide
in me.”