“Why, Mr. Mayflower!” Her face betrayed a rising anxiety.  My assumed calmness and firmness did not wholly disguise the troubled feelings that lay, oppressively, about my heart.

“For the same reason,” I repeated, steadying my voice, and trying to speak bravely.  “I have been chasing a shadow all day; a mere phantom scheme of profit; and at night-fall I not only lose my shadow, but find my feet far off from the right path, and bemired.  I called Arty a foolish child this morning.  I laughed at his mistake.  But, instead of accepting the lesson it should have conveyed, I went forth and wearied myself with shadow-hunting all day.”

Mrs. Mayflower sighed gently.  Her soft eyes drooped away from my face, and rested for some moments on the floor.

“I am afraid we are all, more or less, in pursuit of shadows,” she said,—­“of the unreal things, projected by thought on the canvas of a too creative imagination.  It is so with me; and I sigh, daily, over some disappointment.  Alas! if this were all.  Too often both the shadow-good and the real-good of to-day are lost.  When night falls our phantom good is dispersed, and we sigh for the real good we might have enjoyed.”

“Shall we never grow wiser?” I asked.

“We shall never grow happier unless we do,” answered Mrs. Mayflower.

“Happiness!” I returned, as thought began to rise into clearer perception; “is it not the shadow after which we are all chasing, with such a blind and headlong speed?”

“Happiness is no shadow.  It is a real thing,” said Mrs. Mayflower.  “It does not project itself in advance of us; but exists in the actual and the now, if it exists at all.  We cannot catch it by pursuit; that is only a cheating counterfeit, in guilt and tinsel, which dazzles our eyes in the ever receding future.  No; happiness is a state of life; and it comes only to those who do each day’s work peaceful self-forgetfulness, and a calm trust in the Giver of all good for the blessing that lies stored for each one prepared to receive it in every hour of the coming time.”

“Who so does each day’s work in a peaceful self-forgetfulness and patient trust in God?” I said, turning my eyes away from the now tranquil face of Mrs. Mayflower.

“Few, if any, I fear,” she answered; “and few, if any, are happy.  The common duties and common things of our to-days look so plain and homely in their ungilded actualities, that we turn our thought and interest away from them, and create ideal forms of use and beauty, into which we can never enter with conscious life.  We are always losing the happiness of our to-days; and our to-morrows never come.”

I sighed my response, and sat for a long time silent.  When the tea bell interrupted me from my reverie, Arty lay fast asleep on my bosom.  As I kissed him on his way to his mother’s arms, I said,—­

“Dear baby! may it be your first and last pursuit of a shadow.”