The White People eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 80 pages of information about The White People.

The White People eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 80 pages of information about The White People.

“No,” I answered.  “It only clung to her and patted her black sleeve and kissed it, as if it wanted to comfort her.  I kept expecting it to cry, but it didn’t.  It made me cry because it seemed so sure that it could comfort her if she would only remember that it was alive and loved her.  I wish, I wish death did not make people feel as if it filled all the world—­as if, when it happens, there is no life left anywhere.  The child who was alive by her side did not seem a living thing to her.  It didn’t matter.”

I had never said as much to any one before, but his watching eyes made me forget my shy worldlessness.

“What do you feel about it—­death?” he asked.

The low gentleness of his voice seemed something I had known always.

“I never saw it,” I answered.  “I have never even seen any one dangerously ill.  I—­It is as if I can’t believe it.”

“You can’t believe it?  That is a wonderful thing,” he said, even more quietly than before.

“If none of us believed, how wonderful that would be!  Beautiful, too.”

“How that poor mother believed it!” I said, remembering her swollen, distorted, sobbing face.  “She believed nothing else; everything else was gone.”

“I wonder what would have happened if you had spoken to her about the child?” he said, slowly, as if he were trying to imagine it.

“I’m a very shy person.  I should never have courage to speak to a stranger,” I answered.

“I’m afraid I’m a coward, too.  She might have thought me interfering.”

“She might not have understood,” he murmured.

“It was clinging to her dress when she walked away down the platform,” I went on.  “I dare say you noticed it then?”

“Not as you did.  I wish I had noticed it more,” was his answer.  “Poor little White One!”

That led us into our talk about the White People.  He said he did not think he was exactly an observant person in some respects.  Remembering his books, which seemed to me the work of a man who saw and understood everything in the world, I could not comprehend his thinking that, and I told him so.  But he replied that what I had said about my White People made him feel that he must be abstracted sometimes and miss things.  He did not remember having noticed the rare fairness I had seen.  He smiled as he said it, because, of course, it was only a little thing—­that he had not seen that some people were so much fairer than others.

“But it has not been a little thing to you, evidently.  That is why I am even rather curious about it,” he explained.  “It is a difference definite enough to make you speak almost as if they were of a different race from ours.”

I sat silent a few seconds, thinking it over.  Suddenly I realized what I had never realized before.

“Do you know,” I said, as slowly as he himself had spoken, “I did not know that was true until you put it into words.  I am so used to thinking of them as different, somehow, that I suppose I do feel as if they were almost like another race, in a way.  Perhaps one would feel like that with a native Indian, or a Japanese.”

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