St. Elmo eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 646 pages of information about St. Elmo.

St. Elmo eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 646 pages of information about St. Elmo.
as a lovely woman seated on a revolving wheel, throwing crowns and laurel wreaths from her right hand, while only thorns dropped in a sharp, stinging shower from the other; but, after a time, the wheel turned, and now I feel only the soft pattering of the laurel leaves.  God knows I do most earnestly appreciate His abundant blessing upon what I have thus far striven to effect; but, until I see my way clearly to some subject of importance which a woman’s hand may touch, I shall not take up my pen.  Books seem such holy things to me, destined to plead either for or against their creators in the final tribunal, that I dare not lightly or hastily attempt to write them; and I can not help thinking that the author who is less earnestly and solemnly impressed with the gravity, and, I may almost say, the sanctity of his or her work, is unworthy of it, and of public confidence.  I dare not, even if I could, dash off articles and books as the rower shakes water-drops from his oars; and I humbly acknowledge that what success I may have achieved is owing to hard, faithful work.  I have received so many kind letters from children, that some time, if I live to be wise enough, I want to write a book especially for them.  I am afraid to attempt it just now; for it requires more mature judgment and experience, and greater versatility of talent to write successfully for children than for grown persons.  In the latter, one is privileged to assume native intelligence and cultivation; but the tender, untutored minds of the former permit no such margin; and this fact necessitates clearness and simplicity of style, and power of illustration that seem to me very rare.  As yet I am conscious of my incapacity for the mission of preparing juvenile books; but perhaps, if I study closely the characteristics of young people, I shall learn to understand them more thoroughly.  So much depends on the proper training of our American youth, especially in view of the great political questions that now agitate the country, that I confess I feel some anxiety on the subject.”

“But, Edna, you will not adhere to your resolution of keeping silent.  The public is a merciless task-master; your own ambition will scourge you on; and having once put your hand to the literary plough, you will not be allowed to look back.  Rigorously the world exacts the full quota of the author’s arura.”

“Yes, sir; but ‘he that plougheth should plough in hope’; and when I can see clearly across the wide field, and drive the gleaming share of truth straight and steady to the end, then, and not till then, shall I render my summer-day’s arura.  Meantime, I am resolved to plough no crooked, shallow furrows on the hearts of our people,”

At length when Mr. Manning rose to say good-night, he looked gravely at the governess, and asked: 

“Edna, can not Lila take the vacant place in your sad heart?”

“It is not vacant, sir.  Dear memories walk to and fro therein, weaving garlands of immortelles—­singing sweet tunes of days and years—­that can never die.  Hereafter I shall endeavor to entertain the precious guests I have already, and admit no more.  The past is the realm of my heart; the present and future the kingdom where my mind must dwell, and my hands labor.”

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