She had crossed her arms on the low stone wall that enclosed the lawn, and bending forward, the moon shone full on her face, and her eyes and her thoughts went out to sea. Her companion stood watching her countenance, and some strange expression there recalled to his mind that vivid description:
“And then she raised her head, and
upward cast
Wild looks from homeless eyes,
whose liquid light
Gleamed out between the folds of
blue-black hair,
As gleam twin lakes between the
purple peaks
Of deep Parnassus, at the mournful
moon.”
After a short silence, Sir Roger said:
“Miss Earl, I can find no triumph written on your features, and I doubt whether you realize how very proud your friends are of your success.”
“As yet, sir, it is not assured. My next book will determine my status in literature; and I have too much to accomplish—I have achieved too little, to pause and look back, and pat my own shoulder, and cry, Io triumphe! I am not so indifferent as you seem to imagine. Praise gratifies, and censure pains me; but I value both as mere gauges of my work, indexing the amount of good I may or may not hope to effect. I wish to be popular—that is natural, and, surely, pardonable; but I desire it not as an end, but as a means to an end—usefulness to my fellow-creatures;
’And whether crowned or crownless,
when I fall,
It matters not, so as God’s
work is done.’