St. Elmo eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 646 pages of information about St. Elmo.

St. Elmo eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 646 pages of information about St. Elmo.

Edna looked in amazement at his troubled earnest countenance, and exclaimed: 

“Oh! if he knew all your noble charity, your unparalleled magnanimity, surely, surely, your influence would be his salvation!  His stubborn, bitter heart would be melted.  But, sir, I should have a right to expect Annie’s sad fate if I could forget her sufferings and her wrongs.”

Mr. Hammond rose and walked to the window, and after a time, when he resumed his seat, his eyes were full of tears, and his wrinkled face was strangely pallid.

“My darling Annie, my sweet, fragile flower, my precious little daughter, so like her sainted mother!  Ah! it is not surprising that she could not resist his fascinations.  But, Edna, he never loved my pet lamb.  Do you know that you have become almost as dear to me as my own dead child?  She deceived me! she was willing to forsake her father in his old age; but through long years you have never once betrayed my perfect confidence.”

The old man put his thin hand on the orphan’s head and turned the countenance toward him.

“My dear little girl, you will not think me impertinently curious when I ask you a question, which my sincere affection for and interest in you certainly sanction?  Do you love St. Elmo?”

“Mr. Hammond, it is not love; for esteem, respect, confidence, belong to love.  But I can not deny that he exerts a very singular, a wicked fascination over me.  I dread his evil influence, I avoid his presence, and know that he is utterly unworthy of any woman’s trust; and yet—­and yet—­Oh, sir!  I feel that I am very weak, and I fear that I am unwomanly; but I can not despise, I can not hate him as I ought to do!”

“Is not this feeling on your part one of the causes that hurry you away to New York?”

“That is certainly one of the reasons why I am anxious to go away as early as possible.  Oh, Mr. Hammond! much as I love, much as I owe you and Mrs. Murray, I sometimes wish that I had never come here!  Never seen Le Bocage, and the mocking, jeering man who owns it!”

“Try to believe that somehow in the mysterious Divine economy it is all for the best.  In reviewing the apparently accidental circumstances that placed you among us, I have thought that, because this was your appointed field of labor, God in his wisdom brought you where he designed you to work.  Does Mrs. Murray know that her son offered to make you his wife?”

“No! no!  I hope she never will; for it would mortify her exceedingly to know that he could be willing to give his proud name to one of whose lineage she is so ignorant.  How did you know it?”

“I knew what his errand must be when he forced himself to visit a spot so fraught with painful memories as my church.  Edna, I shall not urge you; but ponder well the step you are taking; for St. Elmo’s future will be colored by your decision.  I have an abiding and comforting faith that he will yet lift himself out of the abyss of sinful dissipation and scoffing scepticism, and your hand would aid him as none other human can.”

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