St. Elmo eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 646 pages of information about St. Elmo.

St. Elmo eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 646 pages of information about St. Elmo.
his pet, choice, delicate exotic.  She was about sixteen, very pretty, very attractive.  After Murray’s death, I never spoke to Mr. Hammond, never crossed his path; but I met his daughter without his knowledge, and finally I made her confess her love for me.  I offered her my hand; she accepted it.  A day was appointed for an elopement and marriage; the hour came; she left the parsonage, but I did not meet her here on the steps of this church as I had promised, and she received a note that announced my inability to fulfill the engagement.  Two hours later her father found her insensible on the steps, and the marble was dripping with a hemorrhage of blood from her lungs.  The dark stain is still there; you must have noticed it.  I never saw her again.  She kept her room from that day, and died three months after.  When on her deathbed she sent for me, but I refused to obey the summons.  As I stand here, I see through the window the gray, granite vault overgrown with ivy, and the marble slab where sleep in untimely death Murray and Annie Hammond, the victims of my insatiable revenge.  Do you wonder that I doubted you when you said that afflicted father, Allan Hammond, had never uttered one unkind word about me?”

Mr. Murray pointed to a quiet corner of the church-yard, but Edna did not lift her face, and he heard the half-smothered, shuddering moan that struggled up as she listened to him.

He put his hand on hers, but she shivered and shrank away from him.

“Years passed.  I grew more and more savage; the very power of loving seemed to have died out in my nature.  My mother endeavored to drag me into society, but I was surfeited, sick of the world—­sick of my own excesses; and gradually I became a recluse, a surly misanthrope.  How often have I laughed bitterly over those words of Mill’s:  ’Yet nothing is more certain than that improvement in human affairs is wholly the work of the uncontented characters!’ My indescribable, my tormenting discontent, daily belied his aphorism.  My mother is a woman of stern integrity of character and sincerity of purpose; but she is worldly and ambitious, and inordinately proud, and for her religion I had lost all respect.  Again I went abroad, solely to kill time; was absent two years, and came back.  I had ransacked the world, and was disgusted, hopeless, prematurely old.  A week after my return I was attacked by a very malignant fever, and my life was despaired of, but I exulted in the thought that at last I should find oblivion.  I refused all remedies, and set at defiance all medical advice, hoping to hasten the end; but death cheated me.  I rose from my bed of sickness, cursing the mockery, realizing that indeed: 

        ’The good die first,
   And they whose hearts are dry as summer dust
   Burn to the socket.’

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