“All alone! nobody to love me; nothing to look forward to! Oh. grandpa! did you hear me praying for you yesterday? Dear Grandy—my own dear Grandy! I did pray for you while you were dying—here alone! Oh, my God! what have I done, that you should take him away from me? Was not I on my knees when he died? Oh! what will become of me now? Nobody to care for Edna now! Oh, grandpa! grandpa! beg Jesus to ask God to take me too!” And throwing up her clasped hands, she sank back insensible on the shrouded form of the dead.
“When some beloved voice that was
to you
Both sound and sweetness, faileth
suddenly,
And silence against which you dare
not cry,
Aches round you like a strong disease
and new—
What hope? what help? what music
will undo
That silence to your senses?
Not friendship’s sigh,
Not reason’s subtle count.
Nay, none of these!
Speak Thou, availing Christ! and
fill this pause.”
CHAPTER III.
Of all that occurred during many ensuing weeks Edna knew little. She retained, in after years, only a vague, confused remembrance of keen anguish and utter prostration, and an abiding sense of irreparable loss. In delirious visions she saw her grandfather now struggling in the grasp of Phlegyas, and now writhing in the fiery tomb of Uberti, with jets of flame leaping through his white hair, and his shrunken hands stretched appealingly toward her, as she had seen those of the doomed Ghibelline leader, in the hideous Dante picture. All the appalling images evoked by the sombre and embittered imagination of the gloomy Tuscan had seized upon her fancy, even in happy hours, and were now