from Jefferson Barracks to Louisiana, to go into camp
in the neighborhood of Fort Jessup, and there await
further orders. The troops were embarked on
steamers and were on their way down the Mississippi
within a few days after the receipt of this order.
About the time they started I obtained a leave of absence
for twenty days to go to Ohio to visit my parents.
I was obliged to go to St. Louis to take a steamer
for Louisville or Cincinnati, or the first steamer
going up the Ohio River to any point. Before
I left St. Louis orders were received at Jefferson
Barracks for the 4th infantry to follow the 3d.
A messenger was sent after me to stop my leaving;
but before he could reach me I was off, totally ignorant
of these events. A day or two after my arrival
at Bethel I received a letter from a classmate and
fellow lieutenant in the 4th, informing me of the
circumstances related above, and advising me not to
open any letter post marked St. Louis or Jefferson
Barracks, until the expiration of my leave, and saying
that he would pack up my things and take them along
for me. His advice was not necessary, for no
other letter was sent to me. I now discovered
that I was exceedingly anxious to get back to Jefferson
Barracks, and I understood the reason without explanation
from any one. My leave of absence required me
to report for duty, at Jefferson Barracks, at the
end of twenty days. I knew my regiment had gone
up the Red River, but I was not disposed to break the
letter of my leave; besides, if I had proceeded to
Louisiana direct, I could not have reached there until
after the expiration of my leave. Accordingly,
at the end of the twenty days, I reported for duty
to Lieutenant Ewell, commanding at Jefferson Barracks,
handing him at the same time my leave of absence.
After noticing the phraseology of the order—leaves
of absence were generally worded, “at the end
of which time he will report for duty with his proper
command”—he said he would give me
an order to join my regiment in Louisiana. I
then asked for a few days’ leave before starting,
which he readily granted. This was the same Ewell
who acquired considerable reputation as a Confederate
general during the rebellion. He was a man much
esteemed, and deservedly so, in the old army, and
proved himself a gallant and efficient officer in two
wars —both in my estimation unholy.
I immediately procured a horse and started for the country, taking no baggage with me, of course. There is an insignificant creek—the Gravois—between Jefferson Barracks and the place to which I was going, and at that day there was not a bridge over it from its source to its mouth. There is not water enough in the creek at ordinary stages to run a coffee mill, and at low water there is none running whatever. On this occasion it had been raining heavily, and, when the creek was reached, I found the banks full to overflowing, and the current rapid. I looked at it a moment to consider what to do. One of