the contrary, as is onliness to company, fasting to
eating, and all such other the which are works of
singular holiness, it will stir thee to them; so that
thus, by experience of such a blind stirring of love
unto God, a contemplative soul cometh sooner to that
grace of discretion for to conne speak, and for to
conne be still, for to conne eat, and for to conne
fast, for to conne be in company, and for to conne
be only,[272] and all such other, than by any such
singularities as thou speakest of, taken by the stirrings
of man’s own wit and his will within in himself,
or yet by the ensample of any other man’s doing
without, what so it be. For why, such strained
doings under the stirrings of kind, without touching[273]
of grace, is a passing pain without any profit; but
if it be to them that are religious, or that have
them by enjoining of penance, where profit riseth
only because of obedience, and not by any such straitness
of doing without; the which is painful to all that
it proveth. But lovely and listily to will to
love[274] God is great and passing ease, true ghostly
peace, and earnest of the endless rest. And,
therefore, speak when thee list, and leave when thee
list, eat when thee list, and fast when thee list,
be in company when thee list, and be by thyself when
thee list, so that[275] God and grace be thy leader.
Let fast who fast will, and be only who will, and let
hold silence who so will, but hold thee by God that
doth beguile no man; for silence and speaking, onliness
and company, fasting and eating, all may beguile thee.
And if thou hear of any man that speaketh, or of any
that is still, of any that eateth or of any that fasteth,
or of any that is in company or else by himself, think
thou, and say, if thee list, that they conne do as
they should do, but if the contrary shew in apert.[276]
But look that thou do not as they do (I mean for that
they do so) on ape’s manner; for neither thou
canst, nor peradventure thou art not disposed as they
are. And, therefore, leave to work after other
men’s dispositions and work after thine own,
if thou mayst know what it is. And unto the time
that thou mayst know what it is, work after those
men’s counsel that know their own disposition,
but not after their disposition;[277] for such men
should give counsel in such cases, and else none.
And this sufficeth for an answer to all thy letter,
as me thinketh; the grace of God be ever more with
thee, in the name of Jesu. Amen.
FINIT EPISTOLA
VII.
Here followeth A devout treatise of discerning of spirits, very necessary for ghostly Livers