“The world has been served by men and women who have given it other things that were gifts.  Why should I, because I am blessed with a natural gift, at once proceed to put a market price on it and make all the money I can out of it?  You know, mother, that you have taught me to think of a musical career always in the light of financial and social success.  I have been unable, since I made my promise two weeks ago, to imagine Jesus joining a concert company to do what I should do and live the life I should have to live if I joined it.”

Mrs. Winslow rose and then sat down again.  With a great effort she composed herself.

“What do you intend to do then?  You have not answered my question.”

“I shall continue to sing for the time being in the church.  I am pledged to sing there through the spring.  During the week I am going to sing at the White Cross meetings, down in the Rectangle.”

“What!  Rachel Winslow!  Do you know what you are saying?  Do you know what sort of people those are down there?”

Rachel almost quailed before her mother.  For a moment she shrank back and was silent.  Then she spoke firmly:  “I know very well.  That is the reason I am going.  Mr. and Mrs. Gray have been working there several weeks.  I learned only this morning that they want singers from the churches to help them in their meetings.  They use a tent.  It is in a part of the city where Christian work is most needed.  I shall offer them my help.  Mother!” Rachel cried out with the first passionate utterance she had yet used, “I want to do something that will cost me something in the way of sacrifice.  I know you will not understand me.  But I am hungry to suffer for something.  What have we done all our lives for the suffering, sinning side of Raymond?  How much have we denied ourselves or given of our personal ease and pleasure to bless the place in which we live or imitate the life of the Savior of the world?  Are we always to go on doing as society selfishly dictates, moving on its little narrow round of pleasures and entertainments, and never knowing the pain of things that cost?”

“Are you preaching at me?” asked Mrs. Winslow slowly.  Rachel rose, and understood her mother’s words.

“No.  I am preaching at myself,” she replied gently.  She paused a moment as if she thought her mother would say something more, and then went out of the room.  When she reached her own room she felt that so far as her own mother was concerned she could expect no sympathy, nor even a fair understanding from her.

She kneeled.  It is safe to say that within the two weeks since Henry Maxwell’s church had faced that shabby figure with the faded hat more members of his parish had been driven to their knees in prayer than during all the previous term of his pastorate.

She rose, and her face was wet with tears.  She sat thoughtfully a little while and then wrote a note to Virginia Page.  She sent it to her by a messenger and then went downstairs and told her mother that she and Virginia were going down to the Rectangle that evening to see Mr. and Mrs. Gray, the evangelists.