prim demeanour; she would even go against her conscience,
and deny that she perceived any peculiarity.
When she wanted it, she sought his advice on such small
subjects as came up in her daily life; and she tried
not to show signs of weariness when he used more words—and
more difficult words—than were necessary
to convey his ideas. But her ideal husband was
different from Philip in every point, the two images
never for an instant merged into one. To Philip
she was the only woman in the world; it was the one
subject on which he dared not consider, for fear that
both conscience and judgment should decide against
him, and that he should be convinced against his will
that she was an unfit mate for him, that she never
would be his, and that it was waste of time and life
to keep her shrined in the dearest sanctuary of his
being, to the exclusion of all the serious and religious
aims which, in any other case, he would have been the
first to acknowledge as the object he ought to pursue.
For he had been brought up among the Quakers, and
shared in their austere distrust of a self-seeking
spirit; yet what else but self-seeking was his passionate
prayer, ‘Give me Sylvia, or else, I die?’
No other vision had ever crossed his masculine fancy
for a moment; his was a rare and constant love that
deserved a better fate than it met with. At this
time his hopes were high, as I have said, not merely
as to the growth of Sylvia’s feelings towards
him, but as to the probability of his soon being in
a position to place her in such comfort, as his wife,
as she had never enjoyed before.
For the brothers Foster were thinking of retiring
from business, and relinquishing the shop to their
two shopmen, Philip Hepburn and William Coulson.
To be sure, it was only by looking back for a few
months, and noticing chance expressions and small indications,
that this intention of theirs could be discovered.
But every step they took tended this way, and Philip
knew their usual practice of deliberation too well
to feel in the least impatient for the quicker progress
of the end which he saw steadily approaching.
The whole atmosphere of life among the Friends at
this date partook of this character of self-repression,
and both Coulson and Hepburn shared in it. Coulson
was just as much aware of the prospect opening before
him as Hepburn; but they never spoke together on the
subject, although their mutual knowledge might be
occasionally implied in their conversation on their
future lives. Meanwhile the Fosters were imparting
more of the background of their business to their
successors. For the present, at least, the brothers
meant to retain an interest in the shop, even after
they had given up the active management; and they
sometimes thought of setting up a separate establishment
as bankers. The separation of the business,—the
introduction of their shopmen to the distant manufacturers
who furnished their goods (in those days the system
of ‘travellers’ was not so widely organized