Her fair hair had grown too thin—­it no longer quite hid the blue veins in her candid forehead—­a forehead that one seemed to see turned toward professorial desks, in large bare halls where a snowy winter light fell uncompromisingly on rows of “thoughtful women.”  Her mouth was thin, too, and a little strained; her lips were too pale; and there were lines in the corners of her eyes.  It was a face which had grown middle-aged while it waited for the joys of youth.

Well—­but if she could still blush?  Instinctively she drew back a little, so that her scrutiny became less microscopic, and the pretty lingering pink threw a veil over her pallor, the hollows in her temples, the faint wrinkles of inexperience about her lips and eyes.  How a little colour helped!  It made her eyes so deep and shining.  She saw now why bad women rouged. . . .  Her redness deepened at the thought.

But suddenly she noticed for the first time that the collar of her dress was cut too low.  It showed the shrunken lines of the throat.  She rummaged feverishly in a tidy scentless drawer, and snatching out a bit of black velvet, bound it about her neck.  Yes—­that was better.  It gave her the relief she needed.  Relief—­contrast—­that was it!  She had never had any, either in her appearance or in her setting.  She was as flat as the pattern of the wall-paper—­and so was her life.  And all the people about her had the same look.  Wentworth was the kind of place where husbands and wives gradually grew to resemble each other—­one or two of her friends, she remembered, had told her lately that she and Ransom were beginning to look alike. . . .

But why had she always, so tamely, allowed her aspect to conform to her situation?  Perhaps a gayer exterior would have provoked a brighter fate.  Even now—­she turned back to the glass, loosened the tight strands of hair above her brow, ran the fine end of the comb under them with a rapid frizzing motion, and then disposed them, more lightly and amply, above her eager face.  Yes—­it was really better; it made a difference.  She smiled at herself with a timid coquetry, and her lips seemed rosier as she smiled.  Then she laid down the comb and the smile faded.  It made a difference, certainly—­but was it right to try to make one’s hair look thicker and wavier than it really was?  Between that and rouging the ethical line seemed almost impalpable, and the spectre of her rigid New England ancestry rose reprovingly before her.  She was sure that none of her grandmothers had ever simulated a curl or encouraged a blush.  A blush, indeed!  What had any of them ever had to blush for in all their frozen lives?  And what, in Heaven’s name, had she?  She sat down in the stiff mahogany rocking-chair beside her work-table and tried to collect herself.  From childhood she had been taught to “collect herself”—­but never before had her small sensations and aspirations been so widely scattered, diffused over so vague and uncharted