Tales of Men and Ghosts eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 365 pages of information about Tales of Men and Ghosts.

Tales of Men and Ghosts eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 365 pages of information about Tales of Men and Ghosts.

“I had left no word for Alice when I fled, because I meant to go back the next morning.  But the next morning I was too exhausted to stir.  As the day went on the exhaustion increased, instead of wearing off like the lassitude left by an ordinary night of insomnia:  the effect of the eyes seemed to be cumulative, and the thought of seeing them again grew intolerable.  For two days I struggled with my dread; but on the third evening I pulled myself together and decided to go back the next morning.  I felt a good deal happier as soon as I’d decided, for I knew that my abrupt disappearance, and the strangeness of my not writing, must have been very painful for poor Alice.  That night I went to bed with an easy mind, and fell asleep at once; but in the middle of the night I woke, and there were the eyes ...

“Well, I simply couldn’t face them; and instead of going back to my aunt’s I bundled a few things into a trunk and jumped onto the first steamer for England.  I was so dead tired when I got on board that I crawled straight into my berth, and slept most of the way over; and I can’t tell you the bliss it was to wake from those long stretches of dreamless sleep and look fearlessly into the darkness, knowing that I shouldn’t see the eyes ...

“I stayed abroad for a year, and then I stayed for another; and during that time I never had a glimpse of them.  That was enough reason for prolonging my stay if I’d been on a desert island.  Another was, of course, that I had perfectly come to see, on the voyage over, the folly, complete impossibility, of my marrying Alice Nowell.  The fact that I had been so slow in making this discovery annoyed me, and made me want to avoid explanations.  The bliss of escaping at one stroke from the eyes, and from this other embarrassment, gave my freedom an extraordinary zest; and the longer I savoured it the better I liked its taste.

“The eyes had burned such a hole in my consciousness that for a long time I went on puzzling over the nature of the apparition, and wondering nervously if it would ever come back.  But as time passed I lost this dread, and retained only the precision of the image.  Then that faded in its turn.

“The second year found me settled in Rome, where I was planning, I believe, to write another great book—­a definitive work on Etruscan influences in Italian art.  At any rate, I’d found some pretext of the kind for taking a sunny apartment in the Piazza di Spagna and dabbling about indefinitely in the Forum; and there, one morning, a charming youth came to me.  As he stood there in the warm light, slender and smooth and hyacinthine, he might have stepped from a ruined altar—­one to Antinous, say—­but he’d come instead from New York, with a letter (of all people) from Alice Nowell.  The letter—­the first I’d had from her since our break—­was simply a line introducing her young cousin, Gilbert Noyes, and appealing to me to befriend him.  It appeared, poor lad, that he ‘had talent,’

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