She felt, I think, the failure of her efforts; and
kind as Cousin Anne is, there is, I think, a certain
vagueness of outline about her mind. I would
not call her a fatalist, but she has little conception
of the possibility of moulding character;—it’s
a rich mind, but perhaps an indecisive mind?
Maud needed a vocation—she needed an aim.
And then, too, you have perhaps observed—or
possibly,” said the Vicar gleefully, “she
has effaced that characteristic out of deference to
your own great power of amiable toleration—but
she had a certain incisiveness of speech which had
some power to wound? I will give you a small instance.
Gibbs, the schoolmaster, is a very worthy man, but
he has a certain flightiness of manner and disposition.
Dear Maud, talking about him one day at our luncheon-table,
said that one read in books how some people had to
struggle with some underlying beast in their constitution,
the voracious man, let us say, with the pig-like element,
the cruel man with the tiger-like quality. ‘Mr.
Gibbs,’ she said, ’seems to me to be struggling
not with a beast, but with a bird.’ She
went on very amusingly to say that he reminded her
of a wagtail, tripping along with very short steps,
and only saved by adroitness from overbalancing.
It was a clever description of poor Gibbs—but
I felt it somehow to be indiscreet. Well, you
know, poor Gibbs came to me a few days later—you
realise how gossip spreads in these places—and
said that he was hurt in his mind to think that Miss
Maud should call him a water-wagtail. Servants’
tattle, I suppose. I was considerably annoyed
at this, and Maud insisted on going to apologise to
Gibbs, which was a matter of some delicacy, because
she could not deny that she had applied the soubriquet—or
is it sobriquet?—to him. That is just
a minute instance of the sort of thing I mean.”
“I confess,” said Howard, “that
I do recognise Maud’s touch—she has
a strong sense of humour.”
“A somewhat dangerous thing,” said Mr.
Sandys. “I have a very strong sense of
humour myself, or rather what might be called risibility.
No one enjoys a witty story or a laughable incident
more than I do. But I keep it in check. The
indulgence of humour is a risky thing; not very consistent
with the pastoral office. But that is a small
point; and what I am leading up to is this, that dear
Maud’s restlessness, and even morbidity, has
entirely disappeared; and this, my dear Howard, I
attribute entirely to your kind influence and discretion,
of which we are all so conscious, and to the consciousness
of which it is so pleasant to be able to give leisurely
expression.”
But the Vicar was not always so fruitful a talker
as this. The difficulty with him was to shift
the points. There were long walks in Mr. Sandys’
company which were really of an almost nightmare quality.
He had a way of getting into a genealogical mess, in
which he used to say that it cleared the air to be
able to state the difficulties.