The Shadow Line; a confession eBook

Joseph M. Carey
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 148 pages of information about The Shadow Line; a confession.

The Shadow Line; a confession eBook

Joseph M. Carey
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 148 pages of information about The Shadow Line; a confession.

I had never in my life felt more detached from all earthly goings on.  Freed from the sea for a time, I preserved the sailor’s consciousness of complete independence from all land affairs.  How could they concern me?  I gazed at Captain Giles’ animation with scorn rather than with curiosity.

To his obviously preparatory question whether our Steward had spoken to me that day I said he hadn’t.  And what’s more he would have had precious little encouragement if he had tried to.  I didn’t want the fellow to speak to me at all.

Unrebuked by my petulance, Captain Giles, with an air of immense sagacity, began to tell me a minute tale about a Harbour Office peon.  It was absolutely pointless.  A peon was seen walking that morning on the verandah with a letter in his hand.  It was in an official envelope.  As the habit of these fellows is, he had shown it to the first white man he came across.  That man was our friend in the arm-chair.  He, as I knew, was not in a state to interest himself in any sublunary matters.  He could only wave the peon away.  The peon then wandered on along the verandah and came upon Captain Giles, who was there by an extraordinary chance. . . .

At this point he stopped with a profound look.  The letter, he continued, was addressed to the Chief Steward.  Now what could Captain Ellis, the Master Attendant, want to write to the Steward for?  The fellow went every morning, anyhow, to the Harbour Office with his report, for orders or what not.  He hadn’t been back more than an hour before there was an office peon chasing him with a note.  Now what was that for?

And he began to speculate.  It was not for this—­and it could not be for that.  As to that other thing it was unthinkable.

The fatuousness of all this made me stare.  If the man had not been somehow a sympathetic personality I would have resented it like an insult.  As it was, I felt only sorry for him.  Something remarkably earnest in his gaze prevented me from laughing in his face.  Neither did I yawn at him.  I just stared.

His tone became a shade more mysterious.  Directly the fellow (meaning the Steward) got that note he rushed for his hat and bolted out of the house.  But it wasn’t because the note called him to the Harbour Office.  He didn’t go there.  He was not absent long enough for that.  He came darting back in no time, flung his hat away, and raced about the dining room moaning and slapping his forehead.  All these exciting facts and manifestations had been observed by Captain Giles.  He had, it seems, been meditating upon them ever since.

I began to pity him profoundly.  And in a tone which I tried to make as little sarcastic as possible I said that I was glad he had found something to occupy his morning hours.

With his disarming simplicity he made me observe, as if it were a matter of some consequence, how strange it was that he should have spent the morning indoors at all.  He generally was out before tiffin, visiting various offices, seeing his friends in the harbour, and so on.  He had felt out of sorts somewhat on rising.  Nothing much.  Just enough to make him feel lazy.

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