Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 10,116 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith.

Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 10,116 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith.

The clock was at the terrible moment.  She hesitated internally and hastened; once her feet stuck fast, and firmly she said, ‘No’; but the clock was her lord.  The clock was her lover and her lord; and obeying it, she managed to get into the sitting-room, on the pretext that she merely wished to see through the front window whether daylight was coming.

How well she knew that half-light of the ebb of the wave of darkness.

Strange enough it was to see it showing houses regaining their solidity of the foregone day, instead of still fields, black hedges, familiar shapes of trees.  The houses had no wakefulness, they were but seen to stand, and the light was a revelation of emptiness.  Susan’s heart was cunning to reproach her duke for the difference of the scene she beheld from that of the innocent open-breasted land.  Yes, it was dawn in a wicked place that she never should have been allowed to visit.  But where was he whom she looked for?  There!  The cloaked figure of a man was at the corner of the street.  It was he.  Her heart froze; but her limbs were strung to throw off the house, and reach air, breathe, and (as her thoughts ran) swoon, well-protected.  To her senses the house was a house on fire, and crying to her to escape.

Yet she stepped deliberately, to be sure-footed in a dusky room; she touched along the wall and came to the door, where a foot-stool nearly tripped her.  Here her touch was at fault, for though she knew she must be close by the door, she was met by an obstruction unlike wood, and the door seemed neither shut nor open.  She could not find the handle; something hung over it.  Thinking coolly, she fancied the thing must be a gown or dressing-gown; it hung heavily.  Her fingers were sensible of the touch of silk; she distinguished a depending bulk, and she felt at it very carefully and mechanically, saying within herself, in her anxiety to pass it without noise, ‘If I should awake poor Chloe, of all people!’ Her alarm was that the door might creak.  Before any other alarm had struck her brain, the hand she felt with was in a palsy, her mouth gaped, her throat thickened, the dust-ball rose in her throat, and the effort to swallow it down and get breath kept her from acute speculation while she felt again, pinched, plucked at the thing, ready to laugh, ready to shriek.  Above her head, all on one side, the thing had a round white top.  Could it be a hand that her touch had slid across?  An arm too! this was an arm!  She clutched it, imagining that it clung to her.  She pulled it to release herself from it, desperately she pulled, and a lump descended, and a flash of all the torn nerves of her body told her that a dead human body was upon her.

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