Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 10,116 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith.

Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 10,116 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith.

‘Fables are applicable only in the school-room,’ said he; and he ventured on ‘Tony!’

’I vowed an oath to my dear Emma—­as good as to the heavens! and that of itself would stay me from being insane again.’  She released herself.  ’Signor Percy, you teach me to suspect you of having an idle wish to pluck your plaything to pieces:—­to boast of it?  Ah! my friend, I fancied I was of more value to you.  You must come less often; even to not at all, if you are one of those idols with feet of clay which leave the print of their steps in a room; or fall and crush the silly idolizer.’

‘But surely you know . . .’ said he.  ‘We can’t have to wait long.’  He looked full of hopeful meanings.

‘A reason . . . !’ She kept down her breath.  A longdrawn sigh followed, through parted lips.  She had a sensation of horror.  ’And I cannot propose to nurse him—­Emma will not hear of it,’ she said.  ’I dare not.  Hypocrite to that extreme?  Oh, no!  But I must hear nothing.  As it is, I am haunted.  Now let this pass.  Tony me no Tonies; I am stony to such whimpering business now we are in the van of the struggle.  All round us it sounds like war.  Last night I had Mr. Tonans dining here;—­he wished to meet you; and you must have a private meeting with Mr. Whitmonby:  he will be useful; others as well.  You are wrong in affecting contempt of the Press.  It perches you on a rock; but the swimmer in politics knows what draws the tides.  Your own people, your set, your class, are a drag to you, like inherited superstitions to the wakening brain.  The greater the glory!  For you see the lead you take?  You are saving your class.  They should lead, and will, if they prove worthy in the crisis.  Their curious error is to believe in the stability of a monumental position.’

‘Perfectly true!’ cried Dacier; and the next minute, heated by approbation, was begging for her hand earnestly.  She refused it.

‘But you say things that catch me!’ he pleaded.  ’Remember, it was nearly mine.  It soon will be mine.  I heard yesterday from Lady Wathin . . . well, if it pains you!’

‘Speak on,’ said Diana, resigned to her thirsty ears.

‘He is not expected to last through the autumn.’

‘The calculation is hers?’

‘Not exactly:—­judging from the symptoms.’

Diana flashed a fiery eye into Dacier’s, and rose.  She was past danger of melting, with her imagination darkened by the funeral image; but she craved solitude, and had to act the callous, to dismiss him.

’Good.  Enough for the day.  Now leave me, if you please.  When we meet again, stifle that raven’s croak.  I am not a “Sister of Charity,” but neither am I a vulture hovering for the horse in the desert to die.  A poor simile!—­when it is my own and not another’s breath that I want.  Nothing in nature, only gruesome German stories will fetch comparisons for the yoke of this Law of yours.  It seems the nightmare dream following an ogre’s supper.’

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