She was there—she moved somewhere about
like a silver flame in the dear old house, doing her
sweet household duties. His blood began to sing:
O happy those within, to see her, and be about her!
By some extraordinary process he contrived to cast
a sort of glory round the burly person of Farmer Blaize
himself. And oh! to have companionship with a
seraph one must know a seraph’s bliss, and was
not young Tom to be envied? The smell of late
clematis brought on the wind enwrapped him, and went
to his brain, and threw a light over the old red-brick
house, for he remembered where it grew, and the winter
rose-tree, and the jessamine, and the passion-flower:
the garden in front with the standard roses tended
by her hands; the long wall to the left striped by
the branches of the cherry, the peep of a further
garden through the wall, and then the orchard, and
the fields beyond—the happy circle of her
dwelling! it flashed before his eyes while he looked
on the darkness. And yet it was the reverse of
hope which kindled this light and inspired the momentary
calm he experienced: it was despair exaggerating
delusion, wilfully building up on a groundless basis.
“For the tenacity of true passion is terrible,”
says The Pilgrim’s Scrip: “it will
stand against the hosts of heaven, God’s great
array of Facts, rather than surrender its aim, and
must be crushed before it will succumb—sent
to the lowest pit!” He knew she was not there;
she was gone. But the power of a will strained
to madness fought at it, kept it down, conjured forth
her ghost, and would have it as he dictated.
Poor youth! the great array of facts was in due order
of march.
He had breathed her name many times, and once over-loud;
almost a cry for her escaped him. He had not
noticed the opening of a door and the noise of a foot
along the gravel walk. He was leaning over Cassandra’s
uneasy neck watching the one window intently, when
a voice addressed him out of the darkness.
“Be that you, young gentleman?—Mr.
Fev’rel?”
Richard’s trance was broken. “Mr.
Blaize!” he said; recognizing the farmer’s
voice.
“Good even’n t’ you, sir,”
returned the farmer. “I knew the mare though
I didn’t know you. Rather bluff to-night
it be. Will ye step in, Mr. Fev’rel? it’s
beginning’ to spit,—going to be a
wildish night, I reckon.”
Richard dismounted. The farmer called one of
his men to hold the mare, and ushered the young man
in. Once there, Richard’s conjurations ceased.
There was a deadness about the rooms and passages that
told of her absence. The walls he touched—these
were the vacant shells of her. He had never been
in the house since he knew her, and now what strange
sweetness, and what pangs!
Young Tom Blaize was in the parlour, squared over
the table in open-mouthed examination of an ancient
book of the fashions for a summer month which had
elapsed during his mother’s minority. Young
Tom was respectfully studying the aspects of the radiant
beauties of the polite work. He also was a thrall
of woman, newly enrolled, and full of wonder.