Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

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Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 10,116 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith.

“I share it with him.”

“I sympathize with you.  If we might say the words and pass from sight!  There is a way of cutting off the world:  I have it at times completely:  I lose it again, as if it were a cabalistic phrase one had to utter.  But with you!  You give it me for good.  It will be for ever, eternally, my Clara.  Nothing can harm, nothing touch us; we are one another’s.  Let the world fight it out; we have nothing to do with it.”

“If Mr. Whitford should persist in refusing?”

“So entirely one, that there never can be question of external influences.  I am, we will say, riding home from the hunt:  I see you awaiting me:  I read your heart as though you were beside me.  And I know that I am coming to the one who reads mine!  You have me, you have me like an open book, you, and only you!”

“I am to be always at home?” Clara said, unheeded, and relieved by his not hearing.

“Have you realized it?—­that we are invulnerable!  The world cannot hurt us:  it cannot touch us.  Felicity is ours, and we are impervious in the enjoyment of it.  Something divine! surely something divine on earth?  Clara!—­being to one another that between which the world can never interpose!  What I do is right:  what you do is right.  Perfect to one another!  Each new day we rise to study and delight in new secrets.  Away with the crowd!  We have not even to say it; we are in an atmosphere where the world cannot breathe.”

“Oh, the world!” Clara partly carolled on a sigh that sunk deep.

Hearing him talk as one exulting on the mountain-top, when she knew him to be in the abyss, was very strange, provocative of scorn.

“My letters?” he said, incitingly.

“I read them.”

“Circumstances have imposed a long courtship on us, my Clara; and I, perhaps lamenting the laws of decorum—­I have done so!—­still felt the benefit of the gradual initiation.  It is not good for women to be surprised by a sudden revelation of man’s character.  We also have things to learn—­there is matter for learning everywhere.  Some day you will tell me the difference of what you think of me now, from what you thought when we first . . . ?”

An impulse of double-minded acquiescence caused Clara to stammer as on a sob.

“I—­I daresay I shall.”

She added, “If it is necessary.”

Then she cried out:  “Why do you attack the world?  You always make me pity it.”

He smiled at her youthfulness.  “I have passed through that stage.  It leads to my sentiment.  Pity it, by all means.”

“No,” said she, “but pity it, side with it, not consider it so bad.  The world has faults; glaciers have crevices, mountains have chasms; but is not the effect of the whole sublime?  Not to admire the mountain and the glacier because they can be cruel, seems to me . . .  And the world is beautiful.”

“The world of nature, yes.  The world of men?”

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