Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

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Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 10,116 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith.

“I cannot leave my child.”  Mrs. Doria trembled.  “Where she goes, I go.  I am aware that she is only one of our sex, and therefore of no value to the world, but she is my child.  I will see, poor dear, that you have no cause to complain of her.”

“I thought,” Sir Austin remarked, “that you acquiesced in my views with regard to my son.”

“Yes—­generally,” said Mrs. Doria, and felt culpable that she had not before, and could not then, tell her brother that he had set up an Idol in his house—­an Idol of flesh! more retributive and abominable than wood or brass or gold.  But she had bowed to the Idol too long—­she had too entirely bound herself to gain her project by subserviency.  She had, and she dimly perceived it, committed a greater fault in tactics, in teaching her daughter to bow to the Idol also.  Love of that kind Richard took for tribute.  He was indifferent to Clare’s soft eyes.  The parting kiss he gave her was ready and cold as his father could desire.  Sir Austin now grew eloquent to him in laudation of manly pursuits:  but Richard thought his eloquence barren, his attempts at companionship awkward, and all manly pursuits and aims, life itself, vain and worthless.  To what end? sighed the blossomless youth, and cried aloud, as soon as he was relieved of his father’s society, what was the good of anything?  Whatever he did—­whichever path he selected, led back to Raynham.  And whatever he did, however wretched and wayward he showed himself, only confirmed Sir Austin more and more in the truth of his previsions.  Tom Bakewell, now the youth’s groom, had to give the baronet a report of his young master’s proceedings, in common with Adrian, and while there was no harm to tell, Tom spoke out.  “He do ride like fire every day to Pig’s Snout,” naming the highest hill in the neighbourhood, “and stand there and stare, never movin’, like a mad ’un.  And then hoam agin all slack as if he’d been beaten in a race by somebody.”

“There is no woman in that!” mused the baronet.  “He would have ridden back as hard as he went,” reflected this profound scientific humanist, “had there been a woman in it.  He would shun vast expanses, and seek shade, concealment, solitude.  The desire for distances betokens emptiness and undirected hunger:  when the heart is possessed by an image we fly to wood and forest, like the guilty.”

Adrian’s report accused his pupil of an extraordinary access of cynicism.

“Exactly,” said the baronet.  “As I foresaw.  At this period an insatiate appetite is accompanied by a fastidious palate.  Nothing but the quintessences of existence, and those in exhaustless supplies, will satisfy this craving, which is not to be satisfied!  Hence his bitterness.  Life can furnish no food fitting for him.  The strength and purity of his energies have reached to an almost divine height, and roam through the Inane.  Poetry, love, and such-like, are the drugs earth has to offer to high natures, as she offers to low ones debauchery.  ’Tis a sign, this sourness, that he is subject to none of the empiricisms that are afloat.  Now to keep him clear of them!”

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