as birds of paradise; she could submit to have the
toppling crumpled figure of a man, Bagenhope, his pensioner
and singular comforter, in her house. The little
creature was fetched out of his haunts in London purposely
to soothe my father with performances on his ancient
clarionet, a most querulous plaintive instrument in
his discoursing, almost the length of himself; and
she endured the nightly sound of it in the guest’s
blue bedroom, heroically patient, a model to me.
Bagenhope drank drams: she allowanced him.
He had known my father’s mother, and could talk
of her in his cups: his playing, and his aged
tunes, my father said, were a certification to him
that he was at the bottom of the ladder. Why
that should afford him peculiar comfort, none of us
could comprehend. ‘He was the humble lover
of my mother, Richie,’ I heard with some confusion,
and that he adored her memory. The statement
was part of an entreaty to me to provide liberally
for Bagenhope’s pension before we quitted England.
’I am not seriously anxious for much else,’
said my father. Yet was he fully conscious of
the defeat he had sustained and the catastrophe he
had brought down upon me: his touch of my hand
told me that, and his desire for darkness and sleep.
He had nothing to look to, nothing to see twinkling
its radiance for him in the dim distance now; no propitiating
Government, no special Providence. But he never
once put on a sorrowful air to press for pathos, and
I thanked him. He was a man endowed to excite
it in the most effective manner, to a degree fearful
enough to win English sympathies despite his un-English
faults. He could have drawn tears in floods, infinite
pathetic commiseration, from our grangousier public,
whose taste is to have it as it may be had to the
mixture of one-third of nature in two-thirds of artifice.
I believe he was expected to go about with this beggar’s
petition for compassion, and it was a disappointment
to the generous, for which they punished him, that
he should have abstained. And moreover his simple
quietude was really touching to true-hearted people.
The elements of pathos do not permit of their being
dispensed from a stout smoking bowl. I have to
record no pathetic field-day. My father was never
insincere in emotion.
I spared his friends, chums, associates, excellent
men of a kind, the trial of their attachment by shunning
them. His servants I dismissed personally, from
M. Alphonse down to the coachman Jeremy, whose speech
to me was, that he should be happy to serve my father
again, or me, if he should happen to be out of a situation
when either of us wanted him, which at least showed
his preference for employment: on the other hand,
Alphonse, embracing the grand extremes of his stereotyped
national oratory, where ‘si jamais,’
like the herald Mercury new-mounting, takes its august
flight to set in the splendour of ‘ausqu’n
la mort,’ declared all other service
than my father’s repugnant, and vowed himself