Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 10,116 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith.

Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 10,116 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg Works of George Meredith.

‘Evan!’ she writes in a gasp to Harriet.  ’We must pack up and depart.  Abandon everything.  He has disgraced us all, and ruined himself.  Impossible that we can stay for the pic-nic.  We are known, dear.  Think of my position one day in this house!  Particulars when I embrace you.  I dare not trust a letter here.  If Evan had confided in me!  He is impenetrable.  He will be low all his life, and I refuse any more to sully myself in attempting to lift him.  For Silva’s sake I must positively break the connection.  Heaven knows what I have done for this boy, and will support me in the feeling that I have done enough.  My conscience at least is safe.’

Like many illustrious Generals, the Countess had, for the hour, lost heart.  We find her, however, the next day, writing: 

’Oh!  Harriet! what trials for sisterly affection!  Can I possibly—­weather the gale, as the old L——­ sailors used to say?  It is dreadful.  I fear I am by duty bound to stop on.  Little Bonner thinks Evan quite a duke’s son, has been speaking to her Grandmama, and to-day, this morning, the venerable old lady quite as much as gave me to understand that an union between our brother and her son’s child would sweetly gratify her, and help her to go to her rest in peace.  Can I chase that spark of comfort from one so truly pious?  Dearest Juliana!  I have anticipated Evan’s feeling for her, and so she thinks his conduct cold.  Indeed, I told her, point blank, he loved her.  That, you know, is different from saying, dying of love, which would have been an untruth.  But, Evan, of course!  No getting him!  Should Juliana ever reproach me, I can assure the child that any man is in love with any woman—­which is really the case.  It is, you dear humdrum! what the dictionary calls “nascent.”  I never liked the word, but it stands for a fact.’

The Countess here exhibits the weakness of a self-educated intelligence.  She does not comprehend the joys of scholarship in her employment of Latinisms.  It will be pardoned to her by those who perceive the profound piece of feminine discernment which precedes it.

‘I do think I shall now have courage to stay out the pic-nic,’ she continues.  ’I really do not think all is known.  Very little can be known, or I am sure I could not feel as I do.  It would burn me up.  George Up—–­ does not dare; and his most beautiful lady-love had far better not.  Mr. Forth may repent his whispers.  But, Oh! what Evan may do!  Rose is almost detestable.  Manners, my dear?  Totally deficient!

’An ally has just come.  Evan’s good fortune is most miraculous.  His low friend turns out to be a young Fortunatus; very original, sparkling, and in my hands to be made much of.  I do think he will—­for he is most zealous—­he will counteract that hateful Mr. Forth, who may soon have work enough.  Mr. Raikes (Evan’s friend) met a mad captain in Fallow field!  Dear Mr. Raikes is ready to say anything; not from love of falsehood, but because he is ready to think it.  He has confessed to me that Evan told him!  Louisa de Saldar has changed his opinion, and much impressed this eccentric young gentleman.  Do you know any young girl who wants a fortune, and would be grateful?

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