the cravings of vanity. Innocent ladies who get
their husbands into scrapes are innocent, perhaps;
but knock you next door in their bosoms, where the
soul resides, and ask for information of how innocence
and uncleanness may go together. Kirby purchased
a mine in Carinthia, on the borders of Styria, and
worked it himself. His native land displeased
him, so that he would not have been unwilling to see
Chillon enter the Austrian service, which the young
man was inclined for, subsequent to his return to
his parents from one of the English public schools,
notwithstanding his passionate love for Old England.
But Lord Levellier explained the mystery in a letter
to his half-forgiven sister, praising the boy for
his defence of his mother’s name at the school,
where a big brutal fellow sneered at her, and Chillon
challenged him to sword or pistol; and then he walked
down to the boy’s home in Staffordshire to force
him to fight; and the father of the boy made him offer
an apology. That was not much balm to Master Chillon’s
wound. He returned to his mother quite heavy,
unlike a young man; and the unhappy lady, though she
knew, him to be bitterly sensitive on the point of
honour, and especially as to everything relating to
her, saw herself compelled to tell him the history
of her life, to save him, as she thought, from these
chivalrous vindications of her good name. She
may have even painted herself worse than she was,
both to excuse her brother’s miserliness to
her son and the world’s evil speaking of her.
Wisely or not, she chose this course devotedly to protect
him from the perils she foresaw in connection with
the name of the once famous Countess Fanny in the
British Isles. And thus are we stricken by the
days of our youth. It is impossible to moralize
conveniently when one is being hurried by a person
at one’s elbow.
So the young man heard his mother out and kissed her,
and then he went secretly to Vienna and enlisted and
served for a year as a private in the regiment of
Hussars, called, my papers tell me, Liechtenstein,
and what with his good conduct and the help of Kirby’s
friends, he would have obtained a commission from
the emperor, when, at the right moment to keep a sprig
of Kirby’s growth for his country, Lord Levellier
sent word that he was down for a cornetcy in a British
regiment of dragoons. Chillon came home from
a garrison town, and there was a consultation about
his future career. Shall it be England?
Shall it be Austria? Countess Fanny’s voice
was for England, and she carried the vote, knowing
though she did that it signified separation, and it
might be alienation—where her son would
chance to hear things he could not refute. She
believed that her son by such a man as Kirby would
be of use to his country, and her voice, against herself,
was for England.