‘We stand or fall together.’
Her glowing look doated on the faithful lieutenant.
’And if the henchman is my hero, I am but a waiting-woman. But I must admire his leader.’
‘Tony!’
‘Ah! no,’ she joined her hands, wondering whither her armed majesty had fled; ’no softness! no payments! Flatter me by letting me think you came to a head not a silly woman’s heart, with one name on it, as it has not to betray. I have been frank; you need no proofs . . .’ The supplicating hands left her figure an easy prey to the storm, and were crushed in a knot on her bosom. She could only shrink. ’Ah! Percy . . you undo my praise of you—my pride in receiving you.’
They were speechless perforce.
‘You see, Tony, my dearest, I am flesh and blood after all.’
‘You drive me to be ice and door-bolts!’
Her eyes broke over him reproachfully.
‘It is not so much to grant,’ he murmured.
‘It changes everything between us.’
‘Not me. It binds me the faster.’
‘It makes me a loathsome hypocrite.’
‘But, Tony! is it so much?’
‘Not if you value it low.’
‘But how long do you keep me in this rag-puppet’s state of suspension?’
‘Patience.’
‘Dangling and swinging day and night!’
’The rag-puppet shall be animated and repaid if I have life. I wish to respect my hero. Have a little mercy. Our day will come: perhaps as wonderfully as this wonderful news. My friend, drop your hands. Have you forgotten who I am? I want to think, Percy!’
‘But you are mine.’
‘You are abasing your own.’
‘No, by heaven!’
’Worse, dear friend; you are lowering yourself to the woman who loves you.’
‘You must imagine me superhuman.’
‘I worship you—or did.’
’Be reasonable, Tony. What harm! Surely a trifle of recompense? Just to let me feel I live! You own you love me. Then I am your lover.’
’My dear friend Percy, when I have consented to be your paramour, this kind of treatment of me will not want apologies.’
The plain speaking from the wound he dealt her was effective with a gentleman who would never have enjoyed his privileges had he been of a nature unsusceptible to her distinct wish and meaning.
He sighed. ’You know how my family bother me. The woman I want, the only woman I could marry, I can’t have.’
‘You have her in soul.’
‘Body and soul, it must be! I believe you were made without fire.’
’Perhaps. The element is omitted with some of us happily, some think. Now we can converse. There seems to be a measurement of distances required before men and women have a chance with their brains:—or before a man will understand that he can be advised and seconded. When will the Cabinet be consulted?’