ever spent at home. She had no intimate understanding
of the deadly wrestle of the conventional woman with
her nature which she was undergoing below the surface.
Perplexities she acknowledged, and the prudence of
guardedness. ’But as I am sure not to
live very long, we may as well meet.’ Her
meetings with Percy Dacier were therefore hardly shunned;
and his behaviour did not warn her to discountenance
them. It would have been cruel to exclude him
from her select little dinners of eight. Whitmonby,
Westlake, Henry Wilmers and the rest, she perhaps
aiding, schooled him in the conversational art.
She heard it said of him, that the courted discarder
of the sex, hitherto a mere politician, was wonderfully
humanized. Lady Pennon fell to talking of him
hopefully. She declared him to be one of the
men who unfold tardily, and only await the mastering
passion. If the passion had come, it was controlled.
His command of himself melted Diana. How could
she forbid his entry to the houses she frequented?
She was glad to see him. He showed his pleasure
in seeing her. Remembering his tentative indiscretion
on those foreign sands, she reflected that he had been
easily checked: and the like was not to be said
of some others. Beautiful women in her position
provoke an intemperateness that contrasts touchingly
with the self-restraint of a particular admirer.
Her ‘impassioned Caledonian’ was one
of a host, to speak of whom and their fits of lunacy
even to her friend Emma, was repulsive. She bore
with them, foiled them, passed them, and recovered
her equanimity; but the contrast called to her to
dwell on it, the self-restraint whispered of a depth
of passion . . . .
She was shocked at herself for a singular tremble
’she experienced, without any beating of the
heart, on hearing one day that the marriage of Percy
Dacier and Miss Asper was at last definitely fixed.
Mary Paynham brought her the news. She had
it from a lady who had come across Miss Asper at Lady
Wathin’s assemblies, and considered the great
heiress extraordinarily handsome.
‘A golden miracle,’ Diana gave her words
to say. ’Good looks and gold together
are rather superhuman. The report may be this
time true.’ Next afternoon the card of
Lady Wathin requested Mrs. Warwick to grant her a
private interview.
Lady Wathin, as one of the order of women who can
do anything in a holy cause, advanced toward Mrs.
Warwick, unabashed by the burden of her mission, and
spinally prepared, behind benevolent smilings, to repay
dignity of mien with a similar erectness of dignity.
They touched fingers and sat. The preliminaries
to the matter of the interview were brief between
ladies physically sensible of antagonism and mutually
too scornful of subterfuges in one another’s
presence to beat the bush.
Lady Wathin began. ’I am, you are aware,
Mrs. Warwick, a cousin of your friend Lady Dunstane.’
‘You come to me on business?’ Diana said.