And O the rich reward.  A black archway-gate swung open to the glittering fields of freedom.

Emma was not of the chorus.  Emma meditated as an invalid.  How often had Emma bewailed to her that the most, grievous burden of her malady was her fatal tendency to brood sickly upon human complications!  She could not see the blessedness of the prospect of freedom to a woman abominably yoked.  What if a miserable woman were dragged through mire to reach it!  Married, the mire was her portion, whatever she might do.  That man—­but pass him!

And that other—­the dear, the kind, careless, high-hearted old friend.  He could honestly protest his guiltlessness, and would smilingly leave the case to go its ways.  Of this she was sure, that her decision and her pleasure would be his.  They were tied to the stake.  She had already tasted some of the mortal agony.  Did it matter whether the flames consumed her?

Reflecting on the interview with Redworth, though she had performed her part in it placidly, her skin burned.  It was the beginning of tortures if she stayed in England.

By staying to defend herself she forfeited her attitude of dignity and lost all chance of her reward.  And name the sort of world it is, dear friends, for which we are to sacrifice our one hope of freedom, that we may preserve our fair fame in it!

Diana cried aloud, ‘My freedom!’ feeling as a butterfly flown out of a box to stretches of sunny earth beneath spacious heavens.  Her bitter marriage, joyless in all its chapters, indefensible where the man was right as well as where insensately wrong, had been imprisonment.  She excused him down to his last madness, if only the bonds were broken.  Here, too, in this very house of her happiness with her father, she had bound herself to the man voluntarily, quite inexplicably.  Voluntarily, as we say.  But there must be a spell upon us at times.  Upon young women there certainly is.

The wild brain of Diana, armed by her later enlightenment as to the laws of life and nature, dashed in revolt at the laws of the world when she thought of the forces, natural and social, urging young women to marry and be bound to the end.

It should be a spotless world which is thus ruthless.

But were the world impeccable it would behave more generously.

The world is ruthless, dear friends, because the world is hypocrite! 
The world cannot afford to be magnanimous, or even just.

Her dissensions with her husband, their differences of opinion, and puny wranglings, hoistings of two standards, reconciliations for the sake of decency, breaches of the truce, and his detested meanness, the man behind the mask; and glimpses of herself too, the half-known, half-suspected, developing creature claiming to be Diana, and unlike her dreamed Diana, deformed by marriage, irritable, acerb, rebellious, constantly justifiable against him, but not in her own mind, and therefore accusing him of the double crime of provoking her and perverting her—­these were the troops defiling through her head while she did battle with the hypocrite world.