her tenderness for both inspired many signs of warm
affection, not very unlike the thing it moaned secretly
the not being. For she could not but distinguish
a more poignant sorrow in the seeing of the object
we yearn to vainly than in vainly yearning to one
unseen. Dressed, to delight him, in Prince Marko’s
colours, the care she bestowed on her dressing was
for the one absent, the shrouded comer: so she
pleased the prince to be pleasing to her soul’s
lord, and this, owing to an appearance of satisfactory
deception that it bore, led to her thinking guiltily.
We may ask it: an eagle is expected, and how is
he to declare his eagleship save by breaking through
our mean conventional systems, tearing links asunder,
taking his own in the teeth of vulgar ordinances?
Clotilde’s imagination drew on her reading for
the knots it tied and untied, and its ideas of grandeur.
Her reading was an interfusion of philosophy skimmed,
and realistic romances deep-sounded. She tried
hard, but could get no other terrible tangle for her
hero’s exhibition of flaming azure divineness
than the vile one of the wedded woman. Further
thinking of it, she revived and recovered; she despised
the complication, yet without perceiving how else
he was to manifest himself legitimately in a dull
modern world. The rescuing her from death would
be a poor imitation of worn-out heroes. His publication
of a trumpeting book fell appallingly flat in her
survey. Deeds of gallantry done as an officer
in war (defending his country too) distinguished the
soldier, but failed to add the eagle feather to the
man. She had a mind of considerable soaring scope,
and eclectic: it analyzed a Napoleon, and declined
the position of his empress. The man must be
a gentleman. Poets, princes, warriors, potentates,
marched before her speculative fancy unselected.
So far, as far as she can be portrayed introductorily,
she is not without exemplars in the sex. Young
women have been known to turn from us altogether,
never to turn back, so poor and shrunken, or so fleshly-bulgy
have we all appeared in the fairy jacket they wove
for the right one of us to wear becomingly. But
the busy great world was round Clotilde while she
was malleable, though she might be losing her fresh
ideas of the hammer and the block, and that is a world
of much solicitation to induce a vivid girl to merge
an ideal in a living image. Supposing, when she
has accomplished it, that men justify her choice,
the living will retain the colours of the ideal.
We have it on record that he may seem an eagle.
‘You talk curiously like Alvan, do you know,’
a gentleman of her country said to her as they were
descending the rock of Capri, one day. He said
it musingly.
He belonged to a circle beneath her own: the
learned and artistic. She had not heard of this
Alvan, or had forgotten him; but professing universal
knowledge, especially of celebrities, besides having
an envious eye for that particular circle, which can
pretend to be the choicest of all, she was unwilling
to betray her ignorance, and she dimpled her cheek,
as one who had often heard the thing said to her before.
She smiled musingly.