it slowly, with some flush of the brain like a remainder
of fever, but no throbs of her pulses. She had
been swayed to act against him by tales which in her
heart she did not credit exactly, therefore did not
take within herself, though she let them influence
her by the goad of her fears and angers; and these
she could conjure up at will for the defence of her
conduct, aware of their shallowness, and all the while
trusting him to come in the end and hear her reproaches
for his delay. He seemed to her now to have
the character of a storm outside a household wrapped
in comfortable monotony. Her natural spiritedness
detested the monotony, her craven soul fawned for
the comfort. After her many recent whippings
the comfort was immensely desireable, but a glance
at the monotony gave it the look of a burial, and
standing in her attitude of resignation under Colonel
von Tresten’s hard military stare she could have
shrieked for Alvan to come, knowing that she would
have cowered and trembled at the scene following his
appearance. Yet she would have gone to him; without
any doubt his presence and the sense of his greater
power declared by his coming would have lifted her
over to him. The part of her nature adoring
storminess wanted only a present champion to outweigh
the other part which cuddled security. Colonel
von Tresten, however, was very far from offering himself
in such a shape to a girl that had jilted the friend
he loved, insulted the woman he esteemed; and he stood
there like a figure of soldierly complacency in marble.
Her pencilled acknowledgement of the baroness’s
letter, and her reply to it almost as much, was construed
as an intended insult to that lady, whose champion
Tresten was. He had departed before Clotilde
heard a step.
Immediately thereupon it came: to her mind that
Tresten was one of Alvan’s bosom friends.
How, then, could he be of neither party? And
her father spoke of him as an upright rational man,
who, although, strangely enough, he entertained, as
it appeared, something like a profound reverence for
the baroness, could see and confess the downright
impossibility of the marriage Alvan proposed.
Tresten, her father said, talked of his friend Alvan
as wild and eccentric, but now becoming convinced
that such a family as hers could never tolerate him—
considering his age, his birth, his blood, his habits,
his politics, his private entanglements and moral
reputation, it was partly hinted.
She shuddered at this false Tresten. He and
the professor might be strung together for examples
of perfidy! His reverence of the baroness gave
his cold blue eyes the iciness of her loathed letter.
Alvan, she remembered, used to exalt him among the
gallantest of the warriors dedicating their swords
to freedom. The dedication of the sword, she
felt sure, was an accident: he was a man of blood.
And naturally, she must be hated by the man reverencing
the baroness. If ever man had executioner stamped