I did a ludicrous and a shameful thing, knowing it
in advance to be a barren farce. I obeyed his
wish. The tale will be laughable. I obeyed
him. I would not have it on my conscience that
the commission of any deed ennomic, however unwonted,
was refused by me to serve Alvan. You are my
witness, Tresten, that for a young woman of common
honesty I was ready to pack and march. Qualities
of mind-mind! They were out of the question.
He had a taste for a wife. If he had hit on
a girl commonly honest, she might not have harmed
him—the contrary; cut his talons.
What is this girl? Exactly what one might be
sure his appreciation, in woman-flesh, would lead
him to fix on; a daughter of the Philistines, naturally,
and precisely the one of all on earth likely to confound
him after marriage as she has played fast and loose
with him before it. He has never understood
women—cannot read them. Could a girl
like that keep a secret? She’s a Cressida—a
creature of every camp! Not an idea of the cause
he is vowed to! not a sentiment in harmony with it!
She is viler than any of those Berlin light o’
loves on the eve of Jena. Stable as a Viennese
dancing slut home from Mariazell! This is the
girl-transparent to the whole world! But his
heart is on her, and he must have her, I suppose;
and I shall have to bear her impertinences, or sign
my demission and cease to labour for the cause at least
in conjunction with Alvan. And how other wise?
He is the life of it, and I am doomed to uselessness.’
Tresten nodded a protesting assent.
‘Not quite so bad,’ he said, with the
encouraging smile which could persuade a friend to
put away bilious visions. ’Of the two,
if you two are divisible, we could better dispense
with him. She’ll slip him, she’s
an eel. I have seen eels twine on a prong of
the fork that prods them; but she’s an actress,
a slippery one through and through, with no real embrace
in her, not even a common muscular contraction.
Of every camp! as you say. She was not worth
carrying off. I consented to try it to quiet
him. He sets no bounds to his own devotion to
friendship, and we must take pattern by him.
It’s a mad love.’
‘A Titan’s love!’ the baroness exclaimed,
groaning. ’The woman!—no matter
how or at what cost! I can admire that primal
barbarism of a great man’s passion, which counts
for nothing the stains and accidents fraught with
extinction for it to meaner men. It reads ill,
it sounds badly, but there is grand stuff in it.
See the royalty of the man, for whom no degradation
of the woman can be, so long as it brings her to him!
He—that great he—covers all.
He burns her to ashes, and takes the flame—the
pure spirit of her—to himself. Were
men like him!—they would have less to pardon.
We must, as I have ever said, be morally on alpine
elevations to comprehend Alvan; he is Mont Blanc above
his fellows. Do not ask him to be considerate
of her. She has planted him in a storm, and