Tragic Comedians, the — Volume 1 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 85 pages of information about Tragic Comedians, the — Volume 1.

Tragic Comedians, the — Volume 1 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 85 pages of information about Tragic Comedians, the — Volume 1.
and of her saying:  ’That is like me:  that is very like me:  that is terribly like’:  up to the point where the comparison wooed her no longer with an agreeable lure of affinity, but nipped her so shrewdly as to force her to say:  ‘That is he, not I’:  and the vivisected youth received the caress which quickened him to wholeness at a touch.  It was given with impulsive tenderness, in pity of him.  Anatomy is the title for the operation, because the probing of herself in another, with the liberty to cease probing as soon as it hurt her, allowed her while unhurt to feel that she prosecuted her researches in a dead body.  The moment her strong susceptibility to the likeness shrank under a stroke of pain, she abstained from carving, and simultaneously conscious that he lived, she was kind to him.

‘This love of yours, Marko—­is it so deep?’

‘I love you.’

‘You think me the highest and best?’

‘You are.’

‘So deep that you could bear anything from me?’

‘Try me!’

‘Unfaithfulness?’

‘You would be you!’

‘Do you not say that because you cannot suspect evil of me?’

‘Let me only see you!’

‘You are sure that happiness would not smother it?’

‘Has it done so yet?’

‘Though you know I am a serpent to that man’s music?’

‘Ah, heaven!  Oh!—­do not say music.  Yes! though anything!’

‘And if ever you were to witness the power of his just breathing to me?’

‘I would . . . .  Ah!’

’ What?  If you saw his music working the spell?—­even the first notes of his prelude!’

‘I would wait’

‘It might be for long.’

‘I would eat my heart.’

‘Bitter! bitter!’

‘I would wait till he flung you off, and kneel to you.’

She had a seizure of the nerves.

The likeness between them was, she felt, too flamingly keen to be looked at further.  She reached to the dim idea of some such nauseous devotion, and took a shot in her breast as she did so, and abjured it, and softened to her victim.  Clotilde opened her arms, charming away her wound, as she soothed him, both by the act of soothing and the reflection that she could not be so very like one whom she pitied and consoled.

She was charitably tender.  If it be thought that she was cruel to excess, plead for her the temptation to simple human nature at sight of a youth who could be precipitated into the writhings of dissolution, and raised out of it by a smile.  This young man’s responsive spirit acted on her as the discovery of specifics for restoring soundness to the frame excites the brilliant empiric:  he would slay us with benevolent soul to show the miracle of our revival.  Worship provokes the mortal goddess to a manifestation of her powers; and really the devotee is full half to blame.

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