this magical rapid round which slung her more and more
out of her actual into her imagined self, compelled
her to proceed, denied her the right to faint and
call upon the world for aid, and catch at it, though
it was close by and at a signal would stop the terrible
circling. The world was close by and had begun
to stare. She half apprehended that fact, but
she was in the presence of the irresistible.
In the presence of the irresistible the conventional
is a crazy structure swept away with very little creaking
of its timbers on the flood. When we feel its
power we are immediately primitive creatures, flying
anywhere in space, indifferent to nakedness.
And after trimming ourselves for it, the sage asks
your permission to add, it will be the thing we are
most certain some day to feel. Had not she trimmed
herself?—so much that she had won fame
for an originality mistaken by her for the independent
mind, and perilously, for courage. She had trimmed
herself and Alvan too—herself to meet it,
and Alvan to be it. Her famous originality was
a trumpet blown abroad proclaiming her the prize of
the man who sounded as loudly his esteem for the quality—in
a fair young woman of good breeding. Each had
evoked the other. Their common anticipations
differed in this, that he had expected comeliness,
she the reverse—an Esau of the cities; and
seeing superb manly beauty in the place of the thick-featured
sodden satyr of her miscreating fancy, the irresistible
was revealed to her on its divinest whirlwind.
They both desired beauty; they had each stipulated
for beauty before captivity could be acknowledged;
and he beholding her very attractive comeliness, walked
into the net, deeming the same a light thing to wear,
and rather a finishing grace to his armoury; but she,
a trained disciple of the conventional in social behaviour
(as to the serious points and the extremer trifles),
fluttered exceedingly; she knew not what she was doing,
where her hand was, how she looked at him, how she
drank in his looks on her. Her woman’s
eyes had no guard they had scarcely speculation.
She saw nothing in its passing, but everything backward,
under haphazard flashes. The sight of her hand
disengaged told her it had been detained; a glance
at the company reminded her that those were men and
women who had been other than phantoms; recollections
of the words she listened to, assented to, replied
to, displayed the gulfs she had crossed. And
nevertheless her brain was as quick as his to press
forward to pluck the themes which would demonstrate
her mental vividness and at least indicate her force
of character. The splendour of the man quite
extinguished, or over-brightened, her sense of personal
charm; she set fire to her brain to shine intellectually,
treating the tale of her fair face as a childish tale
that might have a grain of truth in it, some truth,
a very little, and that little nearly worthless, merely
womanly, a poor charm of her sex. The intellectual